You called me yours,
I said okay.
I got myself in,
Not knowing i'd have to stay.Now I'm stuck,
Forever and more.
But you chose to leave,
Got up and out the door.Wait, please sir, come back.
I can't do this alone.
I thought you said forever,
Your my anchor, my stone.How is that fair?
That you get to leave,
When you're done and bored.
Not being pleased.Is that all I am?
Your little sex toy.
We're those all lies?
Why are you so annoyed?I'm asking a question.
Do you hear me at all?
Do you care that I'm crying,
You've never taken to me to a ball.Your plan is to marry,
We've never been on a date.
We're going to have kids,
Yet you stay up to late.You hold onto her,
Like she's your girl.
I thought that was my title..
Remember? I'm your world.Your holding hands,
But wait what did I just see?
You kissed her on the lips,
Are you cheating on me?You lie about it to my face,
Like I wasn't right there.
I second guess myself,
Because you're my teddy bear.So were still together,
I never question you.
"I love you so much shay"
You slightly coo.Hold on. Wait a minute..
My names not "shay"
Who is that,
The girl you kissed the other day?Whoa come on,
I know you didn't say that.
That's not my name..
"God damn baby your fat."What the fuck?!
Why are you so mean?
Did you really just say that?
I don't know what to believe.I thought I was pretty,
I thought you loved me.
I thought I was yours,
I thought I held your hearts key.I thought wrong.
Like normal everyday,
I run back to you,
And softy say.I love you,
I know you didn't mean it.
Come back to bed,
Lay down for a bit.Then I relapse,
We're together forever.
Don't beat me again,
Wait.. Come back.
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All I Got
PoetryPoetry.. Sad, depressing, self loathing, crying, cutting, suicidal poetry. Have fun