All I Got

Pain

The way you hurt me,
The bruises and scars.
Are just the beginning,
Of who you are.

You must taunt,
And you must laugh.
Even though I'm skinny,
You still call me fat.

So I believe it,
Every word you say.
I don't know why but,
I just can't run away.

You hurt me and break me,
For your own amusement.
Just so I cry and beg,
Then you'll call me a nuisance.

I know I'm worthless,
You don't have to repeat.
I know I'm repulsive,
As you continue to beat.

Is it my fault,
That you hate me so much.
Or is it the fact that,
Your hearts cold to the touch.

Don't worry I understand,
How I won't be anything.
I'll give up in the end,
And accept the diamond ring.

I'll end up with a man,
Who treats me like you do.
Because that's what,
I am used to.

The mental part of your torture,
Every word hurts so much.
It's my fault I'm so sure,
Because I ruin everything I touch.

Goodbye dear old friend,
I bid you farewell.
I hope my husband is better,
And I promise I won't tell..

I'm sorry for what I've done,
I'm sorry I'm ugly and fat.
I'm sorry the madness has won,
I guess I'll just leave it at that.