Malik and Styles

Chapter Nineteen: Rock Me

*Zayns POV*

"I love you too" She said with a tear falling down her face..SHE LOVES ME! wait...what? Love...what the hell does that 4 letter word mean anyway? Is that the feeling i get in my stomach when i see her? Or that pain i feel in my chest when i see her with another guy or if she is upset. Is that love? Am i the type of person to even have the chance to fall into love?

All i could do was hug her, i was so happy, we pull apart and i crashed my lips against hers, she hesitated at first but she kissed back....

Finally she knew she was mine and i was hers. We pull apart and she smiled up at me, that beautiful smile...her beautiful brown eyes....she was beautiful...Snapping me out of my trance Josh was yelling at us to hurry along, i grab Carolin small hand and interwined it with mine......

*Harrys POV*

What the hell was Abby going to tell me? My heart was racing....millions of things ran though my mind as i tried to read what she was trying to tell me. She looked scared and concerned.

"I-Im P....." She started to say when i hear Josh calling my name, i turn around and see Josh, Zayn and Carolin walking near us.  I look back at Abby and she had her head down...what the hell was she going to say?...

"Ally called...she has given us 2 weeks to train...so we can stay a couple more days here then we have to go.." Josh said. I took a deep breath and looked back at Abby. She went to go talk to Loren..they were in deep conversation. Liam came up to us and Zayn whispered something to Carolin and she left to go talk to Loren and Abby.

"Look. Allys gang is really big..to much for us to handle....we are small and weak compared to them....even if we stat training..there is no way for us to beat them" Josh said putting his hands in his pocket.

"What do you suggest we do then?" Liam said nervously. Josh took a deep breath and shrugged.

"This time i dont even know..." Josh mumbled...

*Abbys POV*

SO CLOSE of telling him...im kinda glad that he got interrupted by Josh, Zayn and Carolin. I dont think im even ready to tell Harry..only because im scared of what his reaction might be. At least they have a couple of more days with us, ill figue out something then.

"So my audition for xFactor is next week!" Loren said excitedly. We all scream in happiness as the boys look at us weirdly. They come near us and Harry wraps his arm wrapped around my waist. Liam wrapped his arms around Lorens waist and Zayn held Carolins hand. She had a big smile on her face....i gave her the 'is it the official' look and she nodded slowly..she didnt seem so sure..

"We have to get going...." Josh tells everyone. They all sigh, Liam kisses Loren, Harry kissed me and Zayn and Carolin kissed...i cant believe that Carolin finally admits that she liked Zayn! They all leave and its us 3.

"Soooooooo are you ever gonna tell Harry?" Carolin asked. That question was the hardest question ever.....was i?

*Carolins POV*

Abby sat there in silence still unsure. I put one hand on her shoulder and she looked up at me.

"Even if he reacts to it badly...you know me your parents and Loren are all here for you..." I say. A tear rolls down her face and hits the ground. We all get into a group hug and we all cry a little. We pull apart and all sigh.

"Well i gotta get going..gotta practice..text me later! LOVE YOUUU" Loren says. Me and Abby say bye.

"I gotta go too" Abby said. I say bye and she walks back to her house and i decided i would just take a walk...start to clear my mind. As the wind hit my face and as i hummed a song, i thought about what i said to Zayn...Do i really love him? I mean he is a dangerous guy...he has killed someone and it bothers me. Abby was right i do go after the bad boys but Zayn was different....

I end up at a gym and i open the door...i havent worked out in a while so why not? i step in and looked at all the tredmills and exercise machines....it was empty but i heard someone in the boxing room..i slowly walk over and peek inside and see Zayn punching a punching bag...

Sweat was dripping from his face...punch after punch as the unching bag flew. He was shirtless had basketball shorts and nike shoes on..His hair was damp from the sweat...shit this was turning me on...

Zayn paused and saw me...he caught his breath and grabbed a water bottle as he walked up toward me.

"How you get here?" Zayn said breathless as he drinks the water bottle...sweat falling from his head on to his neck, his vains popping out. his body was damp from the sweat...i couldnt keep my eyes off of him....i even didnt answer his question

"Like what you see?" Zayn said breaking me out of his trance..i look up into his big brown eyes full of lust..i turned red as a lobster and looked down at my feet....i felt him come closer to me and he pinned me against the wall...i look ack up at him and he is face to face with me, he pressed his body against mine and grunted a little..fuck he was driving me crazy

"Z-" i started to say until he crashed his lips onto mine...hard and rough as his body pushed more and more into my body..i felt his member hit my leg, i push onto his erection he moaned.

Shit i cant have sex with him before he leaves........wait what the fuck am i doing!?!!?!?!

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A/N: SORRY filler chapter /: i know it sucks! but i wanted to update again..im going to busy for the next few days sooooo i wanted to update! over 1000 readers!! i cant believe it! thank you so much fo reading! it means the world to me.

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~Carolin