Malik and Styles

Chapter Eight: Losing and Gaining

*Harrys POV*

I keep replaying the convo me, Zayn and Harry had. A crush, love, lust? It's getting into my head and its driving me crazy.

You see I never was a bad boy, I was like Abby, maybe that's why I keep going after her.

All that changed when I met Zayn...both of our dads were in gangs and my dad died from another gang. Zayns dad disappeared, and we pledged that we would find Zayns dad and the only way that could happen was to stay in the gang, it all happened freshmen year and to be honest, he haven't got very far to find Zayns dad.

I don't think I could ever go back, back to when I was good. I don't even remember the last time I fell in love. That word made me want to vomit,

Then I see Abby walking to her locker, I smile appears on my face as I grab her arm and turn her around

"Let's ditch" I say.

"Hell no Harry ! I'm not bad" Abby says and crossing her arms and right then and there, for some reason i crashed my lips against hers

And she kissed back but pulled away quickly and looked at me wide eyed and I smirked.

"Mmm that tells me a lot there sweetheart" I whisper in her ear. She shakes her head and tries to walk away.

"Oh come on just ditch just this time" I say trying to convince her. It took a moment and she sighed, she knew I wouldn't take no for a answer,

"Fine but just this once" she said, I smirked. I grabbed her hand and she tried to pull away but I held on tighter. We sneakily leave the school and I see Zayn and Carolin in the exact same spot, they were in a in a intense convo. We approach them and Carolins eyes leave his and look at us.

"Thank god, I'm going to class come on Abby" she says trying to pull me, but Harry's grip was tight.

"I kinda told Harry I was going to ditch with him" I say softly, I felt Harry squeeze my hand, why was he being so gentle? Do I actually like him?

Carolins eyes widen, her eyes in anger,

"Your serious right? Your gonna let a guy like him push you around like that?! He is bad for you Abby, open your eyes!" She yells, in a way she was right, but in another way I let my feelings take over me.

"Harry isn't as what you see! Why are you being so stubborn?" I say in defense, Carolin glares and walks away, what the hell did I just say, Zayn ran after her and grabbed her hand and she tried to get out of his grip, and once again, they were in their deep convo.

"So what do you see?" Harry whispered, I tense up and look at his green orbs that sparkled in the sunlight.

"Maybe you aren't a monster as everyone sees, maybe there is a good guy in there somewhere" I say. Harry chuckles and right then and there,

I wanted to change him...and I knew I liked him.

*Zayns POV*

I HATED this, the feeling in my stomach when I see her, the sudden anger I felt when Steven was with her, he should know she is MINE and only mine. I approach her, she makes no eye contact with me.

Harry pulls Abby away and she tries to follow but I stop her.

"What?" She said glaring at me, I smirked, she rolled her eyes and my smirk went away, she was starting to annoy me.

"Can you stop acting like that?!" I firmly say. She glares at me and gets inchs from my face.

"I. Don't. Like. You. Zayn. Fucking. Malik" she says through her teeth. I clenched my fists. I clenched my jaw and she stepped back and glanced down at my fist. Oh yeah last night....I wanted to kiss her, the feeling i had in my chest,..heart, was weird....until her stupid guy dude came in and ruined everything...but the hurt in his eyes was all I needed to know that they were no longer a item.

Snapping me out of my thoughts, Harry was with Abby hand and hand...Carolin did a sigh with relief and walked over to them

"Thank god, I'm going to class come on Abby" Carolin says trying to pull Abby but Harry's grip was tight.

"I kinda told Harry I was going to ditch with him" She says softly.

Carolins eyes widen, her eyes in anger,

"Your serious right? Your gonna let a guy like him push you around like that?! He is bad for you Abby, open your eyes!" She yells.

"Harry isn't as what you see! Why are you being so stubborn?" Abby says in defense, Carolin glares and walks away, I run up to her and turn her around, tears were falling down her face and BAM a feeling in my stomach. I didn't know what to do....she bits her lip... Fuck what do I do......but she did the thing that was in accepted. She crashed her head against my chest and cried...my chest felt it was tearing apart....what the hell is she doing to me. I wrap my arms around her and pull her close.

"Fuck..." She said pulling away and wiping her face.

"Why do you do that?! Why do you like me for a moment then hate me?!" I asked in anger.

"Because your bad for me! Your just another guy that will break me into pieces...and plus you do gang related shit that I'm not going to tolerate with nor get involved" she says catching her breath, I smirk and pull her closer, she tried to push away but she finally gave up.

"I would never hurt you...I want to protect you." I whisper, her beautiful brown eyes came in contact with mine....there was the feeling again...

"Zayn, I want to believe you...but I'm scared. I can't do this , I don't want this type of relationship"

"So you do like me" I said.

"Your a idiot and no good!" She says in defense

"That didnt answer my question" I whispered. My stomach flipped...the hell was this feeling?

I leaned in, her eyes widen and........

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A/N: ohhhh snappers ! Are they going to kiss??? Some intense ish!!!

Would you guys mind if I made a dirty chapter? It won't be till the end of the story tho. Just wanted to ask ahead of time

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~Carolin