Kian's pov
I walked into school the next day surprisingly calm... I expected that I would be anxious, nervous or scared but really I was the exact opposite... outgoing, happy and excited! I felt like I was looking at the world threw different eyes; like I was searching a new side of me that I didn't know existed....
As I walked down the halls I let my eyes linger on not only attractive girls, but also guys . I began to realized how much I had been holding back... there where so many new feelings and thoughts running threw my head.... but today I was only focused on one thing... Jc.
I had thought about him all night, and even though I looked at everyone in the halls, especially the guys, in a new light ... not one stood out like him.
I knew he always came to school early; why I have no idea... like who wants to come here early? So after throwing my unneeded books in my locker I started looking for him.
It took a good ten minutes but I finally found him standing next to his locker looking threw notes... after taking in his amazingly adorable appearance... I decided to act like only a friend to him first...
(And no, its not because lunch was way longer and I wanted to save being flirty for then when I had more time with him because I really didn't care about this 'being friendly' thing... what? I mean... who said that....)
"hey Jc!" he looked up and I waved to him as I walked over.
"hey" he smiled I leaned up against the lockers and looked at him.... damn this boy is cute.
"do you have a test today?" I questioned nodding to the notebook he had been reading.... he blushed and hesitated a bit before responding
"um- uh... no... I was actually looking for things to go over with you... you could come over to my house again this weekend... I mean if you want to..." he seemed a bit flustered and shy while he was asking making me laughed a bit.
"of course ill come... same time as last weekend?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"yah that would be awesome!" he said happily.
There was a pause in conversation, but it wasn't awkward.... it was actually comfortable. He continued to flip through his notes while I took out my phone.
"thank you again...." Jc said and I looked over at him confused
"for what you did yesterday...I was thinking about it last night and I realized no one's ever stood up for me like that... so thank you It means a lot." He was hesitant as he said it but as I looked at him I knew he was really grateful.
"don't worry about it, its no big deal and if needed ill do it again..." he gave me a warm smile and I felt my heart melt....
damn... here I am, just figured out I was bi, supposed to be being only friendly to him and I think I'm already falling... this is great, just great.... I mean he didn't even freaking do anything and I'm practically drooling!
"kian?" Jc said and I snapped back to reality I didn't even noticed that I had zoned out.
"oh... yah sorry..."
"no problem. but you were saying something...." I thought back and realized I had stopped dead in the middle of my sentence
"oh yah! I was saying if you ever need it ill do it again.... and I want to know where your last school was so I can personally go there and punch all those assholes in the face." I looked over and gave him a cheeky grin and he pushed me a bit.
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We'll See (a jian fanfic)
Fanfiction*ON HOLD* Kian Lawley is a Senior football player at L.A.'s Brooke stone high he has dyslexia and anxiety that makes class hard for him. In fact school is so hard for him the only class he's really passing is his filming elective. And with a less th...