first off 2.4k...I can't thank all of you enough...like why? why me? The stories not that good!... yet *smirks*
Important and long authors note.... ugh
Jc pov
After the whole 'lunch table trauma' as I started calling it, the rest of the week flew by... before I knew it, it was Friday and kian was coming over to my house to study. To be truthful.... I was terrified...
Its not that I didn't want to see him... because damn I did... its just that the whole week he had been acting... different...
When we fist met kian had been head strong, sure and maybe even a bit cocky...but over the past week I got to know him more; I felt him open up and his whole domineer changed, he was timid, somewhat uncertain and was definitely more humble...
he started up a flirty banter and could make my cheeks flush with a single word... every opportunity he had he touched me, wether it was brushing my hand when grabbing something or bumping our legs under the lunch table... I mean I wasn't complaining but it set me on edge...
The feelings I had developed for him had only grown with his close proximity and I could practically feel myself falling faster... and of course that meant I would only hit the ground harder.
I snapped out of my deep thoughts when the doorbell rang...
After quickly checking my appearance in the mirror I pulled the beanie I was wearing farther down to cover some curls and then ran down the stairs...
I don't know why I was so nervous, I guess I was just scared of...I don't know him... because here's the reality of it: I'm not afraid of heights... I'm afraid of falling... then hitting the ground... and shattering into a million pieces...
I knew he would never return my feelings. He was the sweet, kind and may I say hot, jock that could have any girl or guy he wanted... why on earth would he pick me?
I let the door swing open and was met with a sight that could make anyone's knees go weak...
Kian was leaned beside the door with a small smile playing his lips. He was wearing ripped skinny jeans as well as a tight shirt that showed off his perfectly built figure; he could be freaking Adonis and no one would question it!!.... then here I was in sweat pants and a beanie.
He looked me up and down a couple of times and I started to feel insecure; he must have noticed from my body language because he just bit his lip and chuckled.
"oh don't mind me just enjoying the view..." I felt my cheeks get hot and I quickly looked away.
"yah well same here" crap I had meant to say that in my head.... he looked taken aback by my boldness but soon enough his mouth formed a smirk.
"someone's feeling confident today" he winked then walked past me into the house, leaving me to just stand there for a second dumbfounded.
As soon as I came back to my senses I turned and followed him up to my room. He threw his bag on the floor and then proceeded to lay down next to it and stretch out. I jumped into my bed and did the same thing with my head hanging off the side over his face... we both just looked at each other for a minute before I regrettably shattered the comfortable silence.
"so what topic do you want to start with?" I questioned reaching for my bag.
"truthfully? I don't even know where we should start" he sounded defeated and I hated it
"well lets do this.... what's your worst subject?" I figured we should work to the bottom up
"I think its a tie between English and Spanish right now but I'm having a hard time in math and... who am I kidding I basically suck at everything" he looked away in shame and once again... I hated it.
"okay so we'll start with math... and don't worry if you don't get it at first, trust me this shits complicated" I managed to get a laugh out of him with that and I couldn't help but feel a wave of happiness wash over me.
He brought out his homework and I noted how his note book was worn and scratched; you could tell that he at least tried to do the work and to me that spoke volumes...
He began explaining what he was having trouble with and I immediately understood what the problem was... there was nothing wrong with Kian's learning ability... it was the way he was being taught. Instead of being given a text book, doing problems and then reviewing what he needed was for someone to guide him step by step though problems until he understood... and only fifteen minutes latter he did.
"so y would be equivalent to 7.492?" he asked hitting his lip, seeming to doubt his answer.
"yes! That was perfect! you didn't even get thrown off by the fraction!" I smiled and he looked up surprised
"wait? I got it right!?" I laughed at his shocked expression and nodded.
"yes you did. Do you think you understand at least the basic concept now?" he just sat there for a minute but then smiled and threw his arms around me.
I was shocked for a minute but I soon responded and put my arms around him as well. I never wanted this moment to end... our bodies melted together and then clicked like puzzle pieces. I breathed in his scent and all at once I felt safe... which I can tell you I hadn't felt in a while. It all ended to soon when he pulled away blushing at his own actions but still staying close.
"yah... I- I understand it... thank you" he turned back towards his paper flustered and I just watched him for a bit.
Sometimes it was hard to get a read on kian... it was like he could look one way and feel the complete opposite... Which scared me...
I knew all to well not to judge a book by its cover and I hated the fact that I had done it... I had judged kian by his popularity and his skills... but now I was getting to know him, I had opened the book despite its cover and I was shocked by the content. He wasn't the short to the point sports article like I had thought... no... kian was a complex and exciting Novell that kept you on the edge of your seat, always wanting more... I couldn't wait to find out what happened next but ill just need to wait..
And then we'll see...
A/N
Ok ok ok I feel like I have explaining to do.... if you guys don't follow me then you don't know why this is so late: Long story short I hadn't been happy with the plot I was planning...(i thought this would get like two reads and yah...I didn't plan)... so I took a step back, re- read, wrote some rough drafts, trashed a few and I finally know exactly what's going to happen with this story! Yah!!!
Also sorry this is so short but it just a fluffy filler so you can see how Jc feels and the next chapter is going to be like double maybe triple this so... its ok...
***My one shot book is now officially started and I swear if you like Jian you'll love it!!... if you want a cute Jian moment message me and I will make you Jian dream a reality***
But... other than all that crap^.... I'm out
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Fanfiction*ON HOLD* Kian Lawley is a Senior football player at L.A.'s Brooke stone high he has dyslexia and anxiety that makes class hard for him. In fact school is so hard for him the only class he's really passing is his filming elective. And with a less th...
