Here i sit , all alone in my dark room
Opening a bottle of cheap wine
Without a sound
Inhaling my deadly smoke into my chest
Pouring the first glass , embracing my shattered soul . Wondering !!
What have we become ? What is this ?
Is it me or them ? Do my great dreams
Don't satisfy me anymore ?
I start with the second glass, thinking again
While i get separated from my existence
To drown in the subconscious of mine
Hoping for the impossible in a life
That murdered the possible
Or am i delusional, don't see nor breath
Cigarette after another, filled the air with a black fog
Except a small white light of hope
Again i fill my glass thinking
Why are my thoughts is so different ?
Why do i look to things in a different strange way ?
A unique one , maybe right or maybe wrong
But definitely divergent from others
I throwed the glass away , broke it !
And broke the silence with it
It's not enough anymore, i started drinking from the bottle
I'm almost completely out of my consciousness and entering a long coma
One more time, i thought
Everyday i drown more in myself
Suffocated from myself
I started to see the enemy in myself
Or my allusions made me the first enemy of myself
Shouting in silence
Then i lost my vision and sense
I throwed the bottle away
It broke !!
And fall to a deep sleep dreaming of a new day .
