unapologetic. (One direction fan fiction)

Chapter 18

12 years on-

"Adam,come to mummy!" I called out in a dainty voice over the birds tweeting above us.

Adams small rounded legs tumbled towards me,he was one and had just picked up on walking,so it took him a few minutes to stand up and level out his balance.

"Well done baba!" I clapped and kissed his button nose.

The sun glistened down on the grass of our front garden that lay outside our private villa in Spain. I loved staying here just as we did every summer,the food,the people,the paps lay off you alot more,everything was great! Adam rolled around the floor nibbling his toes on the blanket In front of me when a deep voice broke the silence atmosphere surrounding us.

"Morning" Harry smiled. I pulled myself up of the ground and leaned in for a side hug as we watched or son play gently with his toy cars below us.

"How's my baby boy!" Harry squeaked at Adam who started pointing and giggling away at his dad.

"I got you these" Harry pulled out a bunch of baby pink roses from behind his back,I was hoping he wouldn't he remember today. It was hard enough as it was.

"Thank you" I smiled at him,holding back the tears hiding behind my eyes.

"I'm sorry,should I not have?" He ran his hand through his loosely curled hair.

"No,I love them its just-" my voice cracked and I was unable to continue.

"I know it's hard babe, I miss Niall to,his anniversary is just something we have to deal with once a year" Harry kissed my forehead.

Without saying anything I stared down Into Adams bright blue eyes,they reminded me of Nialls infact Adam himself did probably at the fact we called him 'Adam Niall Styles' but I loved it. Adams lose waves of brown hair stuck up from his tanned skin on the top of his head as he continued to roll around without a care in the world across the neatly laid out blanket. His Small button nose identical to Harry's sticking out pressed up against his leg while his dimples shone away at me and harry ,he was defiantly going to be a little stud when he grew up.

A tear slowly pricked down my cheek just as I had all through the night thinking about this day 12 years ago.

-flashback 12 years ago-

"I'm sorry to tell you this miss may" the tall broad police man sat me and Harry around the kitchen table. "There's been an accident ,involving your boyfriend Niall" he coughed up, I knew Niall wasn't doing his best lately but an accident ,really? My heart was pounding I thought it was about to come flying out of my mouth.

"I'm sorry,but he didn't make it" he spat out.

Harry Instantly burst Into a surge of tears where as I did the same ,but silently as everyone around me got blocked out.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIDN'T MAKE IT?" Harry screamed throwing himself up of the table.

"I'm sorry mr styles ,he died just as we arrived at the incident,it was a head on collision ,there was nothing we could do. He was suffering internal bleeding." The police officer stood up to calm down harry.

"He couldn't off!" Harry raged.

"I'm sorry,however we collected some of the belongings that were on Mr Horan at the time and we had to scan through his phone to see I'f he had been texting while driver ,we soon found out he hadn't but an eye witness who was with him at the time say him slowly writing out a text message addressed to you and well-" the police officer slid Nialls battered iPhone out from the carrier back he had been fiddling with at the doorway ,which also had Nialls wallet and watch placed Inside, and handed harry to phone.