Been home for 3 days I hate this I want to talk and do thing on my own I have no me time I have to be with someone at all time I can't Waite till I can walk coz I am going to run I'm going to go to the park I need to think so I can remember I hate my life so much I don't know who I am.
"Riley time to get up and take your pills" ariana said walking into my room
"I know I'm up I need you to do something for me" "feeling confident happy sad and determined"
"Okay what do you need?" She put the tablet in my mouth and gave me my bottle of milk to take it down
"Really you have me milk" "feeling weird"
"Sorry I couldn't help in anyways what do you need?" She asked
"I need you to unplug me from this laptop" "feeling determined"
"Then you won't be able to talk"
"Take it of me I hate it I will talk when I can talk I will wright it down on a white bored I just can't take it no more get if off me" "feeling angry sad and annoyed" "having a panic attack"
"Oh calm down Riley I'm going to take it off you I just need you to calm down and listen to my voice" I calmed down and relaxed
"Panic attack over" the laptop spoke
"Right I'm taking it off you now" she took all the wires off of me "it's off now you can't speak at all you will have to wright it down" I nodded
"Hi princess, Erm why is the laptop not conceited to you no more?" Luke asked looking confused
"She had a panic attack she said she didn't want it no more she will wright in till she can talk again" ariana tools him and he nodded
"I will go get white bored and pen" Luke said running off me and cookie just sat there looking at each other till Luke run back I'm "wow what did I just walk in to a Death Stair down" he said passing me the white bored
"Look Riley I'm sorry this is all my fault I so sorry..." I cut her off by putting a pillow in her face and righting my first words on the white bored 'Cookie shut the fuck up' "sorry marshmallow" she said
'Can you tell me about myself I have no idea who I am and I won't to know' I wrote down showing them and they nodded and called the boys upstairs to help
We sat there for horse talking about me. I have leant that, I'm always getting in to the worst kinda trouble, I'm loud in bed, my full name is Riley-may Kendal but I won't to change it to grande, I'm 16 my birthday is July 3rd, my fav colour is blue and green, dogs are my fav house pet and wolfs are my fav animal horses our my fav animal what is both wild and pet, I have been in prison so many times you can't count, my dad abused and rapped me when my family left, I can play guitar piano and drums, I can draw dance and sing, I can sweet talk my way out of anything, Luke saved my life a few times, I love skittles, I love milkshake and energy drink, I cut when I was 13 but then stopped when I meat Luke and the boys and then I found out why I was in hospital I found out everything about what pills I took and that I cut my arms open, i don't eat, i don't like to eat im so skinny you cam see my ribs i also found out why I'm scared of people, I found out I was a street fighter but I loose all my confidence when they know my weakness I found out everything about me I didn't know whether to be happy or not
"You okay babe?" Luke said pulling me onto his lap and I gripped his top and went into a ball leaning on his chest and nodded my head "good now our you going to drink your milkshake so you can get food in your system?" And I nodded so he picked me up and carry me down stairs
"Beau make her the milkshake thing" Luke shouted sitting on the coach
"You do it" he screamed back
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Luke brooks saved my life
Fanfictionwhen Riley was younger her real mum died and her dad blamed her for her death. Many years later thing just got oo much and so she ran away. What happens when Luke brooks saves her? Will there be love? What happens when Riley and her now famous sist...
