Scars

Chapter 11 - A broken mess.

Your POV:

~~Flashback~~

“Here hold my hand” he huskily said and I hesitated a bit before firmly placing my palm in his.

 I carefully stepped in front of him and he securely wrapped his arms around my waist tightly like he wouldn’t ever let me go.

I looked down at the street lights flickering underneath us with the cars whizzing past and I quickly shut my eyes as my breathing hitched, “I’m scared Niall” I whispered as I put my hand over his making him hold on stronger.

 “Don’t worry I’m here” he whispered against my ear sending shivers down my back. 

We got to the end and I turned around to face his beautiful blue eyes, I poured myself into them and watched as they twinkled with the moon shining over them.

“That was amazing” I said and hugged him, I was suddenly feeling a lot closer to Niall then I should have and even though I wanted to stop I just couldn’t.

 He kissed the top of my head and my heart beat paced up.

“Yeah it was” he smiled and I directly looked up at him to see him grinning at me.

“Friends” he asked and startled at the question I shook my head before slightly chuckling as he flushed red and turned his head away.

I gently touched his chin and moved his face back before saying “Best friends” and instantly seeing his face light up.

 He rested his chin on my head and I snuggled closer embracing his clone into me. ~~

“OI FAG”

My mind cleared with all my thoughts and I looked around to see that I was sitting in science with everyone staring at me.

Miss Benson looked at me with her eyebrow sharply raised as she tapped her foot impatiently.

“Well” She sighed.

“Well?” I said confused, making everyone erupt with laughter.

“What’s the type of energy that moves?” she said like I had just asked her for like a billionth time.

“Oh em its erm Kinetic” I stumbled as I had to think hard before my mind clicked into place.

She wrote the answer onto the whiteboard with her squeaky black pen and I inwardly sighed shoving my head into my hands.

I should have gone to sleep earlier last night…and here I was in science dreaming about Niall.

Who would have thought that hey? Haha. It had been a week since I last saw him and I was already missing him like he was a part of me.

I felt something warm on my back so I quickly turned around only to be greeted by Louis sharp eyes.

“Hey Bitch” he whispered in my ear whilst patting his hand, rather hardly on my back.

I straightened up and kept the pain in. He knew that he had whipped me there yesterday so to make me feel hurt again he deliberately rubbed against the cuts.

“Sit down Mr Tomlinson” Miss Benson said without looking up from her desk and he quickly walked across the room to sit back next to Mariah.  They shared a quick kiss before getting back to work.

I looked at my empty desk and sighed.

No one wanted to sit next to me but to be honest I didn’t blame them.

“Alright class over” Miss Benson announced.

Relived, I unzipped my bag pack and threw in my physics books, placing it over my shoulder and stood up waiting to be dismissed.

She waved her hand and we all stumbled out like a swarm of bees.

“Oh and pay more attention next time Anna”

“Yes Miss Benson” I nodded and shot out of class before Louis could catch me.

But as always I was too late.

He was already stood outside with his ‘crew’ around him.

“Come here then” he hissed and pulled my arm, making me fall into him.

I pulled back but there was no use, he was much stronger than me.

Sooner or later I gave in and he unexpectedly twirled me around and shouted.

“DO WHAT THE SIGN SAYS”

Confused I repeated his question in my mind over and over.

Do what the sign says?

What sign?

Sign…

My eyes nearly dropped out of my sockets before my free hand arose and felt my back where he had previously patted me.

I felt a note securely stuck on but before I could rip it off I had my whole year running towards me.

I gasped and turned to run only to be pushed to the ground by Fred, one of Louis mates, who started off kicking me.

Then all the people surrounded me and started kicking where ever they found skin.

I wrapped my arms around my face protectively but nothing worked, they were too harsh and the pain was too much to bear.

“WHATS GOING ON HERE” I heard one teacher shout and with that all of them scurried down the halls in different directions like mice.

But me, I just lay there numb.

“Go on get to class” The teacher on duty sneered at me and I tried to haul myself up, but instead collapsed back to floor, coughing out blood.

 I turned to my side and saw the ripped off sticky note on the ground. I looked at it in disgust. It read ‘Kick me if you hate me’

A tear rolled down my cheek as I clenched the piece of paper in my fist.

I dragged myself up and wiped my mouth, walking to the bathroom and locking the first cubical as I cried endlessly wrapping my arms around me.

What had I done to deserve this?

No one and I mean no one liked me…was I really that ugly?                 

It was like I had committed some crime that everyone in the world saw but me.

My phone lightly buzzed against my leg.

I felt for it and unlocked it to see I had one new message.

It was from an unknown number; curiously I opened it and read:

Hey Anna, Niall here, how are you?

How the hell did he get my number?

I shoved the device deep inside my pocket and continued to rock back and forth in my fatal position.

I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone right now.

Suddenly I heard a light knock against my door and I froze.

I forgot how to breathe or move. It repeated again and I shook with fear as my trembling hand covered my already bruised face.

A/N

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