Annas POV:
I looked down at my chubby stomach sticking out in front of me, the way my thighs widened and curved from the sides making them seem bigger then America itself.
Disgust filled the pit of my stomach as I tore my eyes away from my body and ran my fingers across the rail of clothes hanging from my chestnut wardrobe. Finally pulling out a navy blue button up shirt and tight black jeans I slowly slid myself into them and once again stood face to face to the mirror staring at my appearance that burned my eyes.
Turning to face the other way I reached up and touched the light bags under my eyes and dragged my fingers down to cheeks and traced them over my chapped lips appalled by myself.
“You’re beautiful Anna”
His words stung my mind as I turned around to see Niall standing inches apart from me, the hurt vivid in his deep blue eyes.
Shaking my head slightly I bored my eyes into the white shirt that clung to his body outlining his muscles and abs delicately. He brought his index finger to my chin and gently brought my face back up so his eyes could scan over me. Embarrassed by his examination I looked away and turned around to walk away only to be harshly pulled back into his chest. His fingers combed my tangled locks as his other one held me in place making it impossible for me to escape from his comforting grasp.
“You are beautiful Anna”
He spoke softly and snuggled his face into my hair.
“Please believe me when I say that baby”
His cold breath made me shiver and his words threw me over the edge as I clung onto him for dear life.
“I’ll try” I whispered.
We stood in a comforting silence just holding onto to each other before Niall spoke up,
“Anna?”
“Hmm”
He tore apart from our little cuddle and looked at me, desperation clear in his ocean coloured orbs.
Closing his eyes he took a sharp breath in before opening them again and placing his hands on either side of my shoulders.
“I love you”
His words were just over a whisper but they were loud enough to break down all the walls I had built up inside me.
“I love you too”
Relief washed over his face and a smile spread over his plump lips.
“You do?”
“Yeah” I breathed and leaned in.
My lips soon found his and tangled themselves together until they were too numb to move anymore.
The sensation of heat flowed throughout my body and before I realised what I was doing my hands were in his blonde hair, fiercely tugging at the brown roots which were ever so slightly peeking out.
He moaned into my mouth and the foreign burning feeling overtook me again as I pulled him closer.
Panting, we finally broke apart and rested our foreheads together.
I chuckled as he stared into me and a grin covered his lips.
“What” I laughed.
“You smiled” he whispered, brushing his nose against mine.
“And” I raised an eyebrow at him
“And it was real” he breathed and gently pecked my lips.
At that moment in time I could have sworn my stomach did a 180 degrees flip in the air and somersaulted 3 times. Niall was the first person to know my fake smile to my real one and for some reason that scared me.
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It had been a few months since Niall and I had been seeing each other and to be honest I couldn’t have been happier! Sure the bullying was still there but it wasn’t regular anymore, I’d come home with a few bruises every week now instead of everyday and even then Niall would be there to wash and bandage them.
My wrists were starting to get cleaner and the vicious blades were long gone. I had started to be more confident within myself too and all this could have never happened without him.
I looked in the mirror pleased at the girl staring back at me. I wore a tight blue dress that hugged my body in all the right places making me gleam. The silky material reached just below my knees which was more than fine by me. Smiling at my curled hair I grabbed my purse and skipped down the stairs and out of the front door.
Today was the day Niall came back from his tour and I couldn’t even contain my excitement as I tapped my fingers on my steering wheel repeatedly trying to calm my nerves.
The traffic finally began to die down and I quickly swarmed past all the vehicles in attempt to get to him faster.
After an exhausting 20 minute drive I parked outside his house and stumbled out with glee. Double checking that I had locked the sleek black car I paced up to the front door and used the key he had given me to open it up.
I made my way inside and chew on the inside of my cheek as I quietly shut the door behind me and fumbled to the put the keys back in my purse. God I really was excited.
Taking my shoes off by the door I began to tiptoe to the living room, before fully entering I decided to call for Niall but my strained voice got stuck in my throat as I took in the scene in front me…
A/N
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