Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if things were different.
What if you were a Pureblood and me a Muggle ? What if we were both Pureblood or both Muggles born. What if the hat didn't sort you on Griffondor's house but Slytherin. What if I wasn't in Slytherin, what if we were together in the same house or in another house. Would we be friend ?
Would things be different ?
If things weren't what they were would you still hate me ?
I wish sometime that I could be one of your friends like Potter or Weasley. You three look so strong together, the air around the you and your friends is warm when I'm near you I feel cold. My skin is as white as snow maybe my heart is made of ice, maybe it's the reason why I'm so scared to approach you.
I don't want to melt, I could die.
I feel that if I do that I would found something inside me that I don't want to. It's sort of scary because I don't know things about myself.
