Maybe Love

Prologue~ Maybe Love.

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Maybe life could be easy. Maybe things could go right. Maybe I could find love. Maybe love could find me. Maybe people will stop calling me gay. Maybe I could prove I'm good. Maybe I could stop being so fake. Maybe the cowards behind the keys of a message board could stop making up shit, and try saying into to my face. Maybe I could be stronger. Maybe I could control myself.

Maybe I could love right, even though we have both been broken.

These 'maybe' questions invade my brain daily. They haunt me and each one creates a new scar. I know love isn't easy. Liking others isn't easy. Controlling you anger against these people is also not easy.

Life goes on ,though, because I'm just a grain of sand on a beach. We can't save ourselves from this war, but we can't find others to help. We grab onto everything good in life knowing bad can and will happen. You could be a lucky one. You could have a perfect family, perfect home, perfect school, and perfect life. You could also be living in worse then others, and you probably are. Americans have stupid problems. You might think your parents are the 'worst' because they didn't let you go to a party. Do you know that at parties there could be drinking and drugs, two things that will change your life forever? You might think that when those new phones, video games, or televisions get sold out its not 'fair'. Well you know what's not fair? Life. Some Schools say everyone is a winner, when in reality no one wins, unless you are perfect.

Guess what? NO ONE IS PERFECT! People can try but no one can get close. Humans lie, are greedy, selfish, self serving, ungrateful, cowards, don't trust, lust, aren't patient, mean, don't want to give second chances, and overall horrible. I am human, too. We can't control ourselves. Some might have some self control physically, but still hate, lust, are inpatient, ungrateful, and greedy.

Life is tough. But maybe there is a way to change that...

A religion?

A philosophy?

A new beginning?

End life completely?

Maybe Love?

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It's short. It's going to be good this is a guys perspective, I'm a girl though!

Hope ya love it!!!