Love Yours

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King

Hazel is about to be 3 months next week and we're going to the doctors to do a check up to see how the baby is doing. I signed Hazel in and took a seat by her.

"You alright baby gurl" I said putting my hand on her stomach.

"Yea just nervous"

"It's alright ma the baby is healthy ok" she nodded her head looking down. I lifted her head up making her look at me. "Pick yo head up ma stop stressing" I pecked her lips making her smile. The entrance of the door opened and it was one of the dudes from Vice Lord. My eyes opened and he turned to me and I can tell he remembered me.

"Hazel Loren Jackson" I helped Hazel up and walked into the doctors office with the nurse. "You ready for the check up boo"

"Yea" Hazel said laying back.

"OK now ima put this on your stomach it's gon be kinda cold ok" hazel nodded her head as she put the blue gel on her stomach and rubbing it with the ultrasound and the baby appeared on the screen. I smiled looking at it. "They baby looks all healthy everything looks good is there any problems going on in the pregnancy lately"

"Nah but she's been throwing up alot lately anything that she eats she would throw it back up" I said.

"Oh ok I'll give you some pills to stop the vomiting and you can take it right now. After 30 minutes you'll end up starving and you'll start to eat more and gain the baby's weight"

"Alright thank you" I said

"No problem" after they wiped her stomach and gave her the pills we left and walked outside towards the car. While walking to the car I turned and see the dude and saw him pull out a gun and I automatically grabbed Hazel and picked her up and ran to the car as gun shots popped off. I put her in the backseat and hopped in the car and started it up.

"Hazel keep your head down ight" she nodded her head as tears fell. I sped through the road n grabbed my gun and pulled down the window shooting the guy 3 times in the head. I slowed down and stopped the car and turned to Hazel and she broke down crying. Turned the engine off and climbed to the back and held Hazel in my arms.

"King I don't wanna loose you just please work this out" she cried.

"I am and I'm trying it's just not easy" I said. After she cried for about 5 minutes she pulled away from me and wiped her tears. "Everything is gon be alright ma don't stress out I want this baby to come out healthy so just bare with me ight" she nodded her head looking down. "Pick yo head up you too beautiful to be looking down. I wanna see that beautiful face of yours ok"

"Ok" I smiled and pecked her lips

"Now come on let's go home" I helped her get our and put her in the front seat and started the car up and went to mama house cause Hazel wanted to see Isaiah. I pulled up in mama drive way and got out and helped Hazel and went to knock on the front door. Quan soon opened the door with Promise behind him.

"KING!" Promise said running into my arms.

"Baby gurl wassuh" I said picking her up.

"KIIIING!" Isaiah said running to me and hugging my legs.

"Wassuh lil man y'all been good to ma" I said as we came inside.

"Mhm no problems" Isaiah said.

"Lil man" Hazel said.

"Titties" he said jumping into her lap grabbing her boob's.

"Aye take yo hands off that" I said mean mugging him. Hazel chuckled hugging him.

"Stomach bigger" Isaiah said pocking her stomach

"Yea it's bigger there's a baby in there"

"Baby?"

"Mhmmm"

"Hi baby can you hear me" Isaiah said speaking to her stomach then putting his ear against it. I smiled and took my phone out taking a picture putting it on instagram with the caption: Isaiah talking to his unborn niece/nephew how cute

Mama then came downstairs looking like she just woke up. We walked downstairs coming and sitting on the other side of the couch.

"Wassuh ma you good" I asked

"You looked kinda stressed out Jass" Hazel said.

"Cause I am stressing out. These kids and everything that's going on with the divorce is just stressing and I'm so tired" mama said putting her hands into her face. I got up and kneeled down to her rubbing her back.

"Ma calm down you needa rest your hurting the baby right now about this I'll take the kids to pops house for a while and let you relax and I'll handle the divorce arrangements and all even tho I disagree with it but I'll handle it"

"You'll do that" I nodded my head. "Thank you so much. You see you ain't a bad kid you just choose by choices." I laughed and told the kids to go pack so clothes so we can go. After that I grabbed all of their bags putting them in the trunk and helping the kids and Hazel in the car.

"Y'all ready to see pops"

"Yaaaas" Promise and Isaiah said but Quan just mean mugged and looked out the window as I pulled out the drive way and drove.

"Quan wassuh witchu" Hazel asked

"I wanna stay with ma" he said looking sad

"Why you don't wanna see Ya pops"

"He barely cares about me he mostly give promise and Isaiah the attention and barely even look at me. He doesn't love me ma do. Ion think he even wants me in this world. I wish I had a different dad a dad that cares bout me and shows me that he loves me" that shut hurts to hear that bout yo own pops like damn I never knew Quan felt like that.

I pulled up to our driveway and got the kids bags and pops was already home cause his car was outside. I unlocked the door and the kids came running in and pops came out the kitchen and hugged Isaiah and Promise and Quan was just in the background looking.

"What y'all doing hea" he said as he shook Quan head.

"Ma has been stressing alot so I took the kids from her for a while"

"Uh-huh ight but y'all been good" they all nodded their head. I looked and saw Quan tearing up. I tapped pops and pointed to Quan. I wasn't gon mention what Quan said in the car cause pops has to find out his self. "Quan you good" he didn't answer and looked down playing with his fingers as he cried.

"Quan don't cry. Big brother need hug" Isaiah said hugging him to make him feel better.

"Quan tell pops what's wrong" Hazel said.

"Sometimes I feel like you don't really care bout me and that you don't want me in this world. You always show love to the other kids but me I'm always the invisible one in the Family. You don't ever show any type of attention to me. It's always about Promise and Isaiah never me. I want that type of attention too. I want to get to go out and have some time with my pops. Ion wanna be a sideline. It sucks to be a sideline. Sometimes I wish I was never here. Sometimes I wish to have a dad that actually cares for me. Sometimes I just wish I'm dead I want to know my father and a good bond with him more. It sucks having to be invisible all the time. It hurts pops"

Pops just looked and walked over to him and kneeled down and grabbed him and hugged him tight as Quan cried on his shoulder.

"Son I'm sorry I really am. Why didn't you tell me before" pops asked.

"Cause I thought you wouldn't care"

"I do care for now on if you feeling some type of way and if I'm doing something you don't like tell me OK just tell me" Quan nodded his head wiping tears off his face. "You want something to eat"

"Yes please" he said nodding his head smiling. Pops smiled back standing straight up and walking to the kitchen with Quan and the rest of the kids.

"Well you ready to fuck cause you said after the doctors appointment you was gon let me beat that pussy up so come on" I said looking serious

"Boy if you don't" she said laughing walking to the kitchen I chuckled smaking her ass as she walked infront of me. Damn that ass big.