Love Yours

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Pryce in media

Jordan

"Precious calm down" I said crying as she was on the ground crying hard as hell. She took it harder than King. King was now in his room just throwing shit around forgetting the baby was here making it cry. Ace went up to go calm Royalty down.

"How the fuck you gon tell me calm down that's my fucking boy friend that died Jordan how ima calm down huh Joc was there for me for all of us and he's dead gone and I'm all fucked up in the mind I can't fucking calm down" she yelled crying. Poos soon came in with Naomi and the baby and looked at us concerned as he saw that we was crying and saw Ace coming down with the baby rocking her as he cried and hearing King just breaking shit upstairs.

"What's going on" he asked sitting the baby car seat down as Naomi took Messiah out.

"Pops...." Was all I can say then my lips quivered and I couldn't help the tears. "Joc...he's gone" I said crying. Pops and Naomi got shocked real quick. "Ma I can't....I can't help the pain feeling" I cried. She came over to me with Messiah in her arms and hugged me as I cried on her shoulder.

"Precious come here baby gurl" pops said bringing his arms out. She got up and went over to pops and cried on his chest. "I know baby girl just let it all out" she started gripping on his shirt letting all the tears out. Ace was just on the couch rocking Royalty calming her down trying not to cry himself. There was a loud noise from upstairs scaring both Messiah and Royalty. Ma calmed Messiah down real quick as Ace had trouble. Ma went to go help him while the rest of us ran upstairs.

We opened King bedroom door and his room was trashed up. The bed and bed set on the other side of the room the dresser crashed on the ground and his mirror all broken in pieces. He was on the ground crying with his hands bleeding dripping blood. Pops walked over to him slowly and kneeled down to his level and King automatically went into pops arms holding him tight crying.

Hazel came out the bathroom and she looked like she's been crying.

"Where's RoRo" she asked. That's her nickname for Royalty

"Downstairs with Ace and ma" she nodded her head walking downstairs. I went with her and Ace was knocked out sleeping with Royalty sleeping on his chest. She picked her up slowly and put her in her lil rocking bed that she has in the living room. She walked inside the kitchen and I just sat wondering why him.

~1 Week Later~

Today was Joc funeral and all of us including his family sat in the front row. I held Lesly hand tight as had my glasses on crying. I just hate to see someone close to me as a brother to go. He ain't even get to be a senior and graduate and become who he wanted to be.

"We come here today to sat goodbye to a wonder young man Jocquez Derrick Martin. He had a caring heart and loved everyone and we hate to see another of our loved ones go. Jocquez you will be dearly missed now Precious would you like to come up and say a few words" the pastor said. She walked up there and pulled out and piece of paper and cleared her throat. She had a face as she saw someone but shrugged it off. I turned and in the back row it was Pryce in shades and a all black suit.

"King Pryce Last row don't make it obvious" I said. He pretend he was stretching his back then nodded his head.

"I got him after this" he said

"Jocquez but as his family and friends call him Joc was an amazing person as a brother as a son as a cousin as a friend and especially as a boyfriend. He made sure that everyone was good and he made sure he'll fix a problem. He's stop something before it happens. He made everyone happy when they was down and made sure you had everything you needed. He was like a big brother to everyone. He was my lover and he made sure he was there for me first. I still remember that day he asked me to be his gurl and my life changed......seeing him go was hard.....I'm still pain and it might take months for us to heal but we gotta remember Joc always wanted us to have our head up and be strong and that's what we need to do. He might come up in our head back go back but don't let that stop you cause everyone is gon be gone one day and all that's gon be left is just dust of ash that's what he told me and I won't ever forget it......All he wanted was the best for us and he made sure he would protect us. Even tho he isn't standing here with us he's still in our hearts and his spirit is still standing here with us. He's watching over us up there like he did when he was here. Joc I miss you and you will always have a spot in my heart Love you Jocquez Derrick Martin" Precious said. It was real deep.

They had asked for me and the rest gang to say something last week before the funeral but we knew we couldn't hold ourself. After that and a few more speeches. We all got up. We was having the ceremony in the grave yard so it was hot asf. Us and the gang went to go pick up the casket. Me and King held the ends at the front as Jarrod and Ace held the ends in the middle and as Marco and Pops held the back ends.

We walked until we arrived where he was about to get buried. We placed him under the ground slowly and they buried him all in dirt. His carved stone had read "Jocquez Derrick Martin young man of Love November 16, 1998 - September 5, 2015" I touched his grave stone before leaving. I took Lesly hand and started walking.

"Lesly can you stay over at our house today please ma" I really needed someone to cuddle with as I'm down.

"Ight baby boy anything for you" she pecked my lips making me smile. As we walked to my car Pryce came over with an evil grin.

"Missed be baby" he said holding Lesly hand and she snatched it from him.

"What you doing hea" I asked

"You know came to get my gurl back" he said holding her face and she got scared moving her face hiding behind me.

"Pryce leave now before we have some problems" I said holding on to Lesly hand as she stood behind me.

"I ain't come here to cause problems I came here to just get my gurl and leave"

"Lesly get in the car" she did what I said and King Ace and Marco came over.

"Swing we'll kill you try it" King said. Pryce looked at us and backed leaving.

"I'll be back just be careful" was the last thing he said.