I hate myself!

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....only she knew who she was,what she was.

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Auden's P.O.V


I will have to attend university from tomorrow. What am I gonna do?! If only I knew how life is outside this palace! I'm so freaking scared. O My God! There will be people -actual, real-life people - outside at the uni! People that are common and not like our palace servants, who have to serve their entire lives for our comfort and our purpose.

What if they think that I'm a lunatic or a freak?!

How should I behave? Should I just shut up, or smile, or just ask them their names and how do they do...?

Argh...what's the point of learning Psychology, Human Behaviour, History, a million Sciences, Mathematics, Statistics, Engineering, Finance, Mass Media, Architecture, the major world languages, some literature and God Knows What if I don't even know how to talk to a normal human being?!

Yes, one of The Rules from The Rules of The Emperor's Palace is that every child is supposed to study every major technical field by the age of 15. After which she has to join university for five years and study what we already know. Only Daddy knows why.

Then travel to Africa, and America and India and it continues...and even study there for 2 years. Only then are you welcomed to your house when you are 23 years and old enough. There is a coronation ceremony and a list of other things that don't interest me at all. How do I know this?
12 elder sisters and seen all this happen for 2 of them. Daddy always says we have a different purpose to our lives but none of us exactly know what that purpose is.

Princess much?


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