*The next day*
*Desiree*
I woke up and seen august still sleep so I got up and walked over to his side of the bed and I grabbed his phone and went to the bathroom. I looked through his messages and he was texting Linda. I read the messages and it read:
Linda: august what's up with that girl
August: you mean my girlfriend and nothing's wrong with her
Linda: auggie you should be with me not her
August: and soon i will be
Linda: okay I gotta go love you
He didn't text back after that I cried and cried while I was in the bathroom then I opened the door and put his phone back and I put me some clothes on and went were the kids was at and they were up playing.
Me: kids get dressed please
Kids: why
Me: just do it now and hurry
Kids: okay
They got up and got dressed. When they were done we left off the tour thingy and I made them hold each other hands and I had them to walk in front of me.
Milka: mommy why we leaving daddy
Me: he is not y'all daddy anymore I'm your mom and dad
My phone was ringing and it was august and I ignored it but he kept calling so I finally answered it.
Me: hello
August: were you at
Me: you lied to me
August: about what
Me: you promised you would never lie to me auggie why would you do that I went through your phone and seen what you and Linda text
August: now baby I lied to her so I can get something from her baby please believe me
Me: i can't no more august I'm sorry
August: no baby please
I looked around cause it sounded like he was behind me and come to my surprise he was I hung up the phone and looked at him.
August: baby girl I'm sorry I only lied to her to get something back but I can't tell you what
Me: I can't august I..... I..... I can't do this anymore
August: baby please
Me: you hurted me so much I don't know if I can continue to be with you I'm afraid I'm just going to get hurt again
August: baby please where will you live
Me: I'll find a place
August: no baby I'm sorry I won't hurt you no more I'm sorry for what I said last night
Me: I'm not
I walked off with my kids I had to say that just to leave I knew he would never let me go so I said that but it's not true I take back everything that I said to him but I'm not letting him know that. We walked in the woods and there was a small cabin in the back so we walked towards it. It was ugly but we needed some place to stay so when we walked in it was very dusty. We closed the door back and I pulled that wood thing back down. I went in one of the rooms and the bed was dusty so I got a feather and I dusted in omg and I went and found a sheet that wasn't dusty and I laid my kids in the bed and pulled the cover over them. I know the cover wasn't thick enough but it was the best I could do.
Milka: mommy I'm cold
Me: i know baby girl I'm so sorry it's the best I can do for y'all kids
Anthony: mama where will you sleep
Me: I'm gonna sleep on the couch don't worry I'll fix it up but go to sleep it's gonna be okay kids y'all summer is almost over
Miracle: mommy be safe in there alone
Me: I will baby girl I promise
Marcella: I love you mommy
Me: I love you too
Miracle and Milka and anthony: love you mommy
Me: love y'all too now go to sleep
I waited till they fell asleep them when they did I got up and dusted off the couch that was in the living room and I went and found a small cover and I laid down on the couch. I was cold but I know it's all I can do right now I'm mostly worried about my kids i mean now I have to sign them up for the metro school and I scared about that cause they only been house schooled but since the summer almost over I have no choice but to let them experience that. My eyes started to feel heavy but I got back up and went in the room to check on them and they were asleep I pulled the cover all the way on them to make sure they wasn't freezing and I saw a fire place so i lit it up and I dusted off the chair that was in the room with them and I laid down in it and pulled the small cover on me and I was watching them sleep and I got back up and closed the room door and locked it. We were in a old house I can tell but at least we have a roof over our head. I laid back in the chair with the cover on top of me and I fell asleep.
