*The next day*
*Desiree*
I woke up and seen that august was gone so I started wondering where is Kevin and Anthony cause he was suppose to be living here with my son. I got up and walked in the room where Alyssa was and I picked her up cause she was playing by herself.
Me: what you doing mama
She started smiling at me and I kissed her forehead and I walked downstairs with her and I seen the kids and I had to ask them where my son was.
Me: where is Anthony
Twins: oh they moved out
Me: why
Milka: they didn't know if you were coming back so Kevin decided to leave with Anthony
Me: do y'all have any communication to them like have y'all been talking to Anthony
Marcella: don't tell daddy but yes we have but only because Kevin let us
Me: why not tell your daddy
Miracle: since they left us daddy said he don't want us talking or seeing them again but we been doing the opposite
Me: when did all this happen
Milka: like 1 year ago
Me: wow so he wouldn't like it if I talked to them either
Kids: nope
Me: ain't Anthony 17 now since Milka your like 24 and twins y'all are like 18
Twins: yep
Milka: well you kept up with our age
Marcella: speaking of age we should get our own house but we're gonna miss y'all so much
Milka: and mama you had us at a very young age
Me: well I wanted y'all and it so badly
I heard august walk through the door and we hurried up and got quiet. He looked our way and I guess he noticed we were up to something.
August: what y'all up too
Me: nothing
August: nah tell me for real
Me: I am.... we not up to nothing
August: baby if you don't tell me what y'all was just talking bout then I'm going be mad
I knew he was serious so I told him that I wanted to see Anthony and Kevin.
Me: okay I wanna see Anthony and Kevin
August: nah bruh
I put Alyssa down and He tried to walk off but I ran in front of him.
Me: please august he is my child
August: that left us
Me: I wasn't really here so please august let me
August: did y'all tell her what happened
Milka: yes
August: why she wasn't suppose to know
Me: august please
August got in my face and said his words clearly.
August: this is my last time telling you no don't ask me again
I put my head down and stepped aside and he walked upstairs. My children came to me.
Milka: its okay mama we will see him
Miracle: yea here
She gave me a necklace.
Marcella: its from Anthony he said to give it to you when we see you again so keep it
I opened the necklace up cause it was a heart and I seen me and Anthony picture and on the other side it read: I love you mommy. I felt a tear come out of my eyes and august came downstairs and I hid the necklace when he looked at me and he seen my tear and I just walked past him and went upstairs in our room. He followed me and closed and locked our door. I just laid in the bed and said the necklace under the mattress and he turned the light off and he laid I'm the bed and wrapped his arms around me.
August: what's wrong
Me: nothing
August: look baby I'm sorry I didn't mean anything by saying you can't see him... I just don't want you to leave me again from that type of shit baby I love you too much for you to leave me again
I just stayed quiet and he sat up and I felt him lay in front of me and he kissed my lips and he wrapped his arms around my waist while kissing me and I started kissing him back and he pulled my panties down since I was sleeping in my panties and bra and he just had his boxers on. I started feeling on his chest as he kissed me and was playing with me. I stopped and sat up.
Me: august
August: what baby
Me: why do you like me
August: I don't like you
Me: am I pretty
August: nah you ain't pretty
I felt a tear come out of my eyes.
Me: am I just your sex person
August: nah
Me: am I funny
August: no you ain't
Me: am I alone
August: no
He sat up and put me on his lap and kissed me.
August: I don't like you, I love you, your not pretty, you are sexy and beautiful, your are my only sex person and your my wife I love everything about you and your not funny your hilarious you make me laugh and smile you make my day, you pull me out of the darkest things and into the light, and your not alone in this relationship baby I'm here to guide you all the way trust me
He hugged me and he whispered in my ear.
August: don't leave me again
Me: I'm not I promise
He kissed me and we laid down and went to sleep.
