*Two days later*
*Desiree*
We were still on the road and i was getting hungry..
Me: auggie I'm starving
Everyone: AGAIN!!
Let me remind you we all ate like a hour ago.
August: baby are you sure the doctors got it right about you not being pregnant
Me: auggie I'm not pregnant I'm just hungry
August: nah stop by the store so we can get her a PREGNANCY TEST.
I looked at him in a weird way.
Me: you ain't gotta yell it
August: I'm sorry ma' he rapped you you probably be pregnant
I just rolled my eyes and looked away from him. When we got to the store August gave me some money and i went in there and bought a pregnancy test and then i went to the the bathroom and peed on it and then i waited for the results....when the results came in i started crying. It read: positive. I walked out of the bathroom and wiped my face off then i got in the car and looked out the window when Lucas started crying but diamond broke the silence.
Diamond: so what did it say
I started crying and Lucas shushed her.
Diamond: sorry
August laid me on his lap and rubbed my back.
August: its okay ma' i ain't mad at ya
That was the last thing i heard august say before i went to sleep.....i was woken by august.
August: come on ma' we hea
Me: mm okay
We all got out the car and went in the house.
August: okay ladies here are the r-
Me: oh great rules
August: come on ma' they ain't bad
Me: yea whatever you say
August: ugh anyway the r-
Me: can we skip the damn rules
August: why cause your the only one having a problem with it
Diamond: not really i hate rules too
Me: yeahh I'm not
August: WOULD YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP DESIREE....DAMN LISTEN SOMETIMES
Me: WELL EXCUSE ME AUGUST IF I HATE THE FACT THAT MY HUSBAND IS MAKING SOME DAMN RULES FOR US LIKE HE IS MY DAD
August: WELL I'M SORRY FOR TRYING TO PROTECT Y'ALL
Me: Really cause it don't seem like your trying to protect us your more of a bossy person
August: OH I'M BOSSY IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU HOEING AROUND AND GETTING PREGNANT WE WOULDN'T BE IN THIS SITUATION
Diamond and Lucas: AUGUST YOU TOOK THAT TOO FAR
I started crying and ran outside on the porch. I can't believe he called me that i got rapped it's not like i wanted it. Meanwhile diamond came outside and stood by me.
Diamond: you okay
Me: why would he say that its not like i wanted to be pregnant or rapped
Diamond: i know its okay Lucas is talking to him about that now lets go bath the kids so they can go nite nite
Me: okay
We walked back in the house and august looked at me.
August: Desiree I'm sorry i didn't mean it
Me: yea save it for someone who cares cause I'm done taking the risks of our relationship
August: what ya mean ma'
Me: i mean we probably should take a break.... like were still married but we should probably stop talking to each other for now
August: no no no why would you wanna do that
Me: cause august you insulted me and you obviously don't give a shit about what comes out of your damn mouth
August: i do that's why I'm telling you that I'm sorry
Me: and that's why i said save it for someone who cares about this relationship
August: come on ma' don't do this
Me: and the break starts now
I walked upstairs with diamond behind me. Then we walked in the kids room and they was playing. We just started watching them.
Milka: weee the big cookie monster coming for you miracle
Miracle laughed.
Miracle: mope its chumming to chu
We all laughed cause what she really meant was nope its coming for you.
Me: well girls i hate to break your playtime but its bath time
Girls: nooo
Diamond: yes so come on
Diamond went and ran there bath water. Then we undressed them and put all three of them up in the tub. I started bathing miracle while diamond bathed Marcella and milka bathed herself.
Milka: mommy I'm a big girl
Me: yes you is
Miracle: me chew mommie
Marcella: chand me
I laughed.
Me: yes y'all too
We got them out the tub and dried them off and put there pj's on and i tucked milka in but we put miracle and Marcella in the crib and put a blanket over them and turned there light off.
Me and diamond: goodnight
Them: nite nite
We closed there door and left out. I went in my room i was starving i didn't know what to eat so i grabbed my car keys and me and diamond was bout to leave till august said something.
August: were y'all going
Me: none of your business
August stood up and walked towards me.
August: it is my business if y'all think y'all bout to leave
I got in his face.
Me: i do what i want
August turned his head then turned back around and all i know was i was on the ground holding my face.
August: ION KNOW WHO YOU THINK YA TALKING TO BUT IT AIN'T ME
and after that i seen him and Lucas fighting. Then a few minutes later when diamond broke it up august grabbed his car keys and left. I was still hungry so i just went in my room and laid down trying not to think about how hungry i am but diamond came in the room.
Diamond: you okay
Me: no I'm hungry
Diamond: BABY CAN YOU GO GET SOME FOOD FO DESIREE PLEASE
Lucas: YEAH
then we heard the door close and she got up and went in her room....a few minutes later she woke me up with my food.
Diamond: here eat before yo child die
Me: ill be happy then
Diamond: don't say that
I sat up and ate. Then when i was finished she grabbed everything and left then i went back to sleep.
