Possesed

Chapter 38

Ross's pov

Danny would smile at me and ask me what was wrong, but I would lie. I know she wasn't the same and I was willing to fall in love again. What used to be her tanned body and curly light hair is now different. Her skin is white, her hair is black and her eyes too. I can't say she is not gorgeous, because she has always been gorgeous amd still is. I know she doesn't act the same, her brain doesn't think the same, but I was willing to love.

I'm not saying I don't like her, but its like falling all over again. If I tell her this, she'd be mad.

I kept staying quiet on the whole ride till we came to a stop. "We're here!"Joe beemed "hey Ross and I will catch you guys up"Danny said and gave Joe a look, they get eachother. I'm fucked.

Matt and Joe left us inside and Danny turned to me with soft eyes. "Ross, I know something is wrong and I need you to tell me."she said softly, I felt like if I didn't know her as well as I used to. "Danny, I-I just can't."I said. "Baby, tell me"she said "I feel like I don't know you like I used to."The words left my mouth and I quickly looked at her noticing sadness in her eyes. I just ruined our night.

She looked away and let out a breath, then turned at me. "Its okay."she said "Its not! Its like if you died and now you're gone. When I look at you I feel like you're someone new, and I miss old you."I quickly tried to grab her hand, but she ditch and got out the car. "Danny!"I called out, but she would ignore me. I stayed still not knowing what to do. I keep ruining the night.

"Where's Danny?"Joe asked "she walked off"I answered not sure of what to say "where?"she asked "I don't know... I told her what I felt and she didn't seemed mad, but she just got away, I called her name, but she would ignore. I fucked up". I finally said and Joe gave me a 'she'll be fine' smile, but I knew that wasn't true. "Go with Matt, I'll find her"she suggested, but I shook my head "I have to do this, I can't go away and lose her again"I said "go"she said and I did.

Danny's pov

I walked where there was flowers, really colorful ones and a perfect brezze. I laid on the floor and looked up at the sky, it was so beautiful. The stars were shining bright and the flowers smelled amazing. Tears ran down my cheeks realising nothing is the same. "I need you so much mom"I said and then stopped crying.

Ross didn't feel the same and it hurt me. His touch still gives me goosebumps and I guess mine doesn't do shit.

I just laid there singing songs and touching the flowers. Sometimes being alone is all you need. I wasn't the same, and I know that. Probably new me is worst than old me. I didn't care about anything anymore. I would just relax and wait for the worst to happen.

"Danny!"I heard the sweetest voice call my name, Ross. "Danny, please I'm sorry"he whinned. He looked down at me and frowned. "Danny, I'm sorry. I know I fucked up back there. I just-st."he said. "Don't feel the same"I finished his sentence. "No, I- ahg."he breath out. He sat next to me and grabbed my hand. I wouldn't look at him. I looked at the stars and let out breaths. "I love you, I really do"he said "you love old Danny, not this Danny."I corrected. He tried to kiss me, but I looked away. "I love you with all my heart, but I can't let you love old Danny and try to fall in love with me."I said and his face seemed in pain. "I love you"he said and I shook my head. "Ross, you love old Danny. The one with tanned skin, a great smile on her face, a positive mind girl. She died, this Danny, doesn't care anymore, the only thing she kept the same was her feelings for you. Yeah my actitude is not the same, but my feelings are."I said and his eyes were bright, but his heart was aching. "I-I-I... Its true I love the old you, but I can still fall in love with the new you!"he said as his voice cracked. "Its fine"I said and left. I went to the car and found Joe waiting for me.

I started to cry when I hugged her, I sobbed and hard. I could feel Ross's eyes on me, but he walked over to Matt. "It hurts"I sobbed and she would hug me tighter. We got in the car and I would soak Joe's shirt all the time, then Matt came and he embraced me in a hug. "Want me to take you home?"Joe asked and I nooded. "Ross and I will leave with the others"Matt said as he gave me one last hug.

Joe drove me back home and she would comfort me all the time. My phone started ringing, it was Jenny, I declined, but decided to text her. She said she wanted to come over, but I said I wasn't home. I was hurt, but I guess I'll be colder.