she paints a pretty picture

One more~

Another normal day,
Another debt to pay,
Another scar to fade,
Another cut to break the vein.

Another bright day,
Another purge to stop the gain,
Another pill swallowed,
Another death to follow.

Another typical day,
Another fake 'im okay'
Another noose is tied,
Another night I've cried.

Another fine day.
Another fake laugh, smiles fade.
You know your finally not okay.
Should it be ended today?

Not just any day.
Another death to be witnessed in shame.
Another suicide note.
Another slit throat.
And another war, that is not won.
Another day without his sun.
Another day she's not alive.
Another day she took that knife.
The day he started to cut.
The day full of blood.
The day he filled with tears.
The day he didn't eat.
The day he would do nothing but weep.
The day he thought about it...
Suicide.
Cause his love; the girl...
Died.

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Today was a struggle...
My bestfriend told someone about me...
I almost cried cause I realised the person he told did it too...
And the person said to me "you wouldn't of thought it, your always so happy"
But he was too.
He hurt himself too...
And he always was happy...
The power of fake smiles.
The power of false hope.
~stay strong
~and I hope he does too❤