"It couldn't be as hard as trying to care for a girl, who has been phisically & mentally injured by some immature dummy? Do you understand that I want to love you? I'm not those other niggas, I care for you baby. You don't have to fall on your own as long as I live, I'll be there to catch you. Im going to be right here, cleaning your bruises and scratches. After loving me, you won't be able to love another baby. You can beleive in love again." His words rung in my head, his tape was broken like my heart
Tell me where it hurts love
Let me dry your little tears, clear your wounds up
Yeah, baby this is meant to be
It's just a shame it's the pain that lead you to me, but
I'll take the pressure off
And relieve the pain
Baby moving on
I'll take the pain away
Away
Why do they love me, I'm so ugly......
Anger takes over my whole demeanor
Hovering over my shoulders
The adrenaline pumps through my blood
Ugly, it’s so provocative
Finally, pain dispatches my clenched fist
For my skin is filled with the shatters of nothing but my ugly reflection.
Love is horrible, who wants to fall in love? My feet can't not bargain with the stress of my overweighed heart, sorrow pain, and neglect take over as I fall to the ground, darting for the blade that I thought I lost a while ago.
Slowly I took the blade to my ankle, blood bursting from the scarred skin around my ankle... Killing all my feels, numbing my brain heart and body from hurt, I don't want to be healed it hurts too bad, it takes too long,
Shit matters at this point......
Depression, anxiety, hate........
for every human being
(A/N: Hello, for sure I'm going continue writing this because It is taking out alot of stress and stuff........so I need this book......Vote if you're truly interested! thank you, Malaika <3)
