I'm not gonna say what happened with chase didn't bother me the rest of the day and haunt me till now while I stare up at my ceiling. I look over to my phone and feel empty without chases text.
That just reminds me of my anger and I feel my anger bubble violently. I clench my fist and close my eyes breathing deeply. It okay idle just breath. I repeatedly tell myself.
I feel my breathing even and notice I'm calming down just when a knock takes me out of my happy place and causes me to grab a pillow and chuck at the door.
"WHOEVER YOU ARE NOT IN THE MOOD GO AWAY" I yell at the inanimate piece of wood.
"Oh okay, just thought you wanted pizza and stuffed breadsticks." I scowl at the sound of chases voice but hear my stomach growl at the thought of pizza and stuffed breadsticks. My mouth waters and I hate myself for opening the door.
"What do you want?!" I question through clenched teeth.
"I don't know just thought to visit my friend with food" my heart squeezes at the word "friend" whatever idle whatever.
"Well you can't visit me!" I say before grabbing the pizza and breadsticks and shutting the door behind me.
"Idle you know the door is unlocked right"shit. I feel the anger that i spent all day holding in lash out when I drop the pizza on the bed.
"I CANT STAND YOU GO AWAY YOUR SUCH A JERK A BIPOLAR JERK" I lash out poking him in the chest his face contorts into anger and he grabs my finger away from him before grabbing my wrists and pushing me closer to him.
"Is that so?" He asks in a hushed whisper and I feel the anger and hurt collide as I grab my wrists away from him and smack him across the face. The whole world stops like literally it's like my smack silenced the whole earth and stopped everything.
His jaw clenches and his fist ball up. I feel myself shrink down as he suddenly became so much more intimidating.
He looks me in the eye with a questioning glare.
"Why? Huh? Why do you do this?"
"Idle do what?" He asks anger lacing his voice.
"YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT YOU ARE JUST ALL NICE AND WHATEVER AND YOU DO THESE NICE THINGS FOR ME AND..." I yell but feeling myself ramble off not sure if I want to mention the kiss.
"SAY IT IDLE HUH WHY DID YOU DO THAT?" He yells back I shrink back a little but bring myself back to full height which isn't much compared to him.
"ACT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW HUH YEAH OKAY WHY WHY SAY IT WHY HUH JUST TELL ME THE KISS AND THE SAVING WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT WH-"
"I LOVE YOU IDLE" now the whole world stops my breathing stops my thoughts stops.
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ParanormalSequel to The Blood Diary!! After looking and looking he finally finds her again but she has no idea who he is, the aftermath of the burnt diary. He try's to get her to remember as hard as he can because there is more to what had happened...
