Johnnys P.O.V
"Shit, shit, babe!" I felt Caroline shake me awake.
"Wha-what?" I sat up grogilly, trying to become aware of my surroundings.
"We forgot to use a fucking condom." Her voice was distraght.
I was suddenly more awake.
"Oh my god... I-I'm sorry." I reached towards her, attempting to pull her close.
"What if I'm fucking pregnant?!" Tears were starteing to form in the corners of her grey eyes.
"Theres a chance that you aren't, just don't stress ou-"
"How dare you tell me not to stress out about something like this!" She marched into the bathroom quietly slamming the door behind her.
Seconds later I heard soft crying from the inside. I've fucked up...literally. I stood up pulling on my boxers.
"Babe?" I asked through the door.
"Go away." I heard the lock snap in place.
I slumped down against the door, burying my head in my hands. This was exactly how Asia had reacted to being pregnant with Ava...the only difference is she left for weeks... Not counting all the other girls I've knocked up... But that was a long time ago.
I wanted to slam my fist into something, how could I be so fucking stupid?! It was only her first time and now she could be fucking pregnant. If this had happened to me 6 years ago I would bury myself in cocaine and whiskey. Back then I had no reason not to destroy myself, between depression and jumping from girl to girl I was a complete mess. The only reason I cleaned up was because of Ava, if she hadn't been born I would surely be dead by now. To this day the thought of doing it again tempted me. I tried to stay away from alcohol as much as I could, for my own safety at least.
Carolines P.O.V
I pressed myself against the cold tile. I should have remembered. Hopefully I'd be fine, there's just a small chance...
I sighed. I needed him. I reached up to the door slowly opening it.
"Babe..." Johnnys voice was barely above a whisper.
I couldn't stay angry at him, it wasn't his fault it was mine... I felt him move next to me, pulling me close to him.
"I'm so sorry..." His voice cracked, and his face seemed redder than usual...had he been crying?
"Theres nothing we can do about it now...whatever happens, you'll stay right?" I forced all my weight onto him, feeling his arms wrap around me.
"Always."
A/N
Yes the title is also a panic! At the disco song ~stay undead~ (sorry for the late update!)
