IN NEED

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"Your safe with me baby " he kissed my forehead.

I can't take abuse anyway longer , I want to run away .

"Can I run away to your house?" I asked

He was quiet for a while.

"Yeah , get on my back I'll carry you there"
 
I got on his back and we were there in mins.

He sat me on his bed and start kissing me from my neck and down .

I play with his hair .

We just sit there kissing for a few more mins and then I stopped and looked at him.

" I must be going.." I feel bad for asking him to take me  here but leave so sudden.

"did I do something wrong?" He looked sad.

" no I just have to go... see you toma." I smile weakly.

" no stay " he  begged.

I gathered myself up and walked off.

I was kicking rocks when I seen my dad car in the drive way.

FML.

I sneaked into the back and placed the groceries down and headed to my room.

I layed back on my bed.

" what the hell took you so long !" my dad came in my room and smacked me.

Tears rolled down my face." I ..um I had to wait for them to restock the items" he smacked me again and spit in my face." I hate you " I yelled.

"Henry ! stop don't hit her!" my mom cried.

He tried to hit my mom but I grabbed a knife and I cut him across the face.

You can see why I have a knife in my room.

He threw me on the bed. I hurriedly sat up. He punched me. " you stupid bitch!" He slit my wrists. I yelled for help. But he just punched me. I was out.

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My eyes still closed , I hear my dad leaving. I opened my eyes and sighed. I went to the bathroom and cleared up the blood  on my wrists , there were cut deep. but the grace of God kept me alive.

I looked in the mirror , even though I got a little scar on my face my wounds had gone down. I could go to school.

My body ached but I couldn't afford to miss anymore assignments. He  said I would be nothing in life. that in the future I would be sucking dick for 50 cent. I am going to prove him wrong.

" hey sis.. are you okay?" Claire hugged me.

" um yea thanks just a little beat up" I smiled.

" okay love you " She hugged me again.

"love you too" I hugged her back.

I picked out some baggy clothes and some shoes. I put my hair into a messy bun grabbed my bookbag and left.

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I sighed trying to think on the brighter side of things. Like some people don't even have a dad. but... I just cant deal being abused everyday.

Only reason I wake every morning is for my grandma. she wanted me to stay tough no matter what. I still see her everyday in my mind heart and soul.

I walked down the block to school. I didn't want to take the bus. Carl knows me so well. There he was waiting down the street for me. I ran to him and I just hugged him.

"hey.. are you okay?" carl asked.

" yea I'm fine I just missed you yesterday." I kissed him.

He kissed me back but we were almost late so we ran.

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It was 6 period when I broke down. I had to go to the bathroom. I texted carl to meet me there.

" carl I just need you afterschool " I bit my lip

" what do you mean?"

"i need you to fuck me "

I think I really like him...

AN:SORRY IT WAS SO SHORT< WILL UPDATE MORE :DDD

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