My Dulcet

Part 5.

He's just standing there looking at me like he used to.
Those blue eyes that used to mesmerized me whenever we look at each other.
Take note "used to".
"Hey." He's cool voice that used to soothe and calm my senses now just sounded like a scrap metal dragged across the board.
"What the fuck are you doing here?!!" Hayley shouted from behind me making me cringed.
"I'm here to take back what's mine." He said it like he was so sure about it, but boy he was so damn wrong.
"Oh to take back what's yours? I'm sorry but all the things you gave me we're all throwned out last month i think you should check the dumpster, sorry it was jus so messy in my house with all those stuff so i have to throw them to clear some spaces around ya know?" I said while looking at his face.
He just chuckled at me and leaned closer and i didn't leaned back so he wouldn't get any satisfaction of me still being affected of his presence.
"I meant you my love."
"Me? Haha you're so funny, i didn't know you we're a joker."
This time it was my time to chuckle.
Hayley just stared at me bewildered.
She was always the one who would stood up for me, but now it's my fight this is for my own piece of mind, i have to say what's inside of ny head.
"C'mon I'm serious muffin, i want you back. Please?" He was using the voice which i would end up saying yes to everything he say. That was before.
"Let me think.... uhmm Fuck no. Sorry you can go and fuck that bitch for all i care god I'm giving you my blessings for cheese sake and please leave me the fuck alone? I'm over you, I'm through with all the bullshit you did, I'm fucking through with all if this so just please get a life!"
"But you are my life Ash." He said while reaching for my hands which i didn't let him to.
"You know that you can smack something to get it to work? I wish i could do that to you, oh scratch that i can". I said and smacked him on the head.
"Are you working properly now? I repeat, I'm over you it's been like what 2-3 months already? I don't go with jerks anymore okay? I go with mature and responsible grown up man which is not on your vocabulary. So if i we're you move on because I'm through with that stage already."
"Calm down, Let's talk this through please." He said reaching for me again.
"I won't calm down and you can fuck off now!!! Just go okay?! I'm happy now, i have my own life now and I'm happy that you're not in it!" I said while pushing him out of my lawn.
"I love you okay? I love you, please." He said while kneeling down. Yeah like it's gonna work.
I laughed at his words. "You love me? Did you really? Cause if you do, you wouldn't be fucking another girl in you're apartment on our 6th year anniversary you mother fucker! And let's not count the day that i caught you making out with Evelyn on the janitors closet you fucking piece of shit! Now tell me, did you love me really? Did you? Or did you just want a trophy girlfriend and needed someone filling your needs!" I shouted at him.
I was panting, I'm shaking with pure anger i can feel my blood boiling inside me.
"Ash please, i know i made a mistake."
"Mistakes idiot!" I'm close to exploding, i can feel it.
"Just give me another chance please? I promise--" i cut him off saving him from his own lies.
"I have given you far many chances and you wasted all of it, and i didn't even know why i did! And now I'm like looking at you wondering if i was drunk the entire relationship and like yeah maybe i am, just stop and get a life, we're through you're the one that wasted it not me, i don't have any regrets because i did my part. Good bye Matt." With that i walked away feeling like a layer of fats left my body that i felt lighter and i can see brighter.
Hayley gave him a finger and a goofy face and she was the one that slammed the door shut.
She then just look at me.
"You wanna go out? It's friday night." I said and smiled at her.
"Ohh now you're talking!!!" She said and hugged me tight and we both raced upstairs to get dressed.
Not before Hayley shouted on tge top of her lungs "WE GONNA GET WASTED!!!!!!!"

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