Where Everyone Stands

Chapter 8

Molly's POV

"What do you mean he's been having sex with her the whole time?!" I asked, I am so mad that I can feel myself shaking

"Yeah Hayes why don't you tell her" Matt said and all my attention went straight to Hayes, but Hayes just had anger and shocked written all over his face

"Hayes?" I asked with tears forming in my eyes. He just looked at me and stormed out of the room. I heard the front door slam which made me jump.

"I thought this time would be different" I said to Matt and pushed him and and shut my door and locked it. I went into my bathroom and took a shower to clear my head.

Hayes has been getting it on with her the whole time. The. Whole. Time.! That's makes me so mad. Why is it always me.

Everything has changed.

With me. With Hayes. With all the guys. With my career. With my life. Everything.

It's all happening so fast and I don't know how to control it and on top of all of that, I'm going to be 18 next week and I'll be an adult.

I need to get out of here as soon as a turn 18. I can't be here anymore. It's just not healthy.

Have you ever been so worried about something that you can't take a deep breathe? Well that's how I've felt since I was in the orphanage. Maybe if I move and get away from all of this for a little while I will be able to breathe again and not feel like I'm trapped in the little bubble.

I don't want to lose Matt again but he needs to understand that this is the best thing for me right now.

I got out of the shower and changed into gray joggers and a neon green nike sports bra and a blue Tshirt. I laid down in my bed and looked up at the ceiling and started thinking.

Just breathe. In and out. Deep breathes. It's all going to be okay, just give it some time

I tried telling myself it's okay but it's not. It will never be okay.

I started to hear yelling downstairs and I knew who it was. I opened my door and started to walk down the stairs.

"WHY? WE ALL AGREED WE WOULDNT TELL HER!!" Hayes yelled "SHES MY SISTER! I WILL ALWAYS TELL EVERY STUPID MISTAKE YOU MAKE!" Matt yelled back and my breathing started getting slower and deeper

I stumbled into the kitchen and everyone looked at me. "Matt-" I said and the room started spinning and then I couldn't breathe

I could feel myself falling over and Matt caught me "Molly breathe it's going to be okay!" He said and everyone started freaking out

"She's having an anxiety attack! Someone call 911!" He shouted and Nash pulled out his phone

"They will be here in 5 to 7 minutes" Nash said and Matt held me closer

I saw black dots everywhere

"SHES NOT BREATHE!" Matt yelled and that was it