Chapter 2 ~Too Far

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Chapter 2

POV: James

Idina and I decided to go out to a bar. I wasn't alone so I could trust myself to around alcohol.

"Remember only 1 or 2 drinks each." I said.

"I know." 1 or 2 drinks went by quickly so we kept drinking. We both had 4. We both got completely drunk. I started crying hysterically.

"James." Idina put her hand on my shoulder.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm scared of being alone."

"You're not alone and you never will be."

"You don't know that."

"Yes I do."

"How?"

"Because I love you." I cupped her face.

"I love you too." I kissed her. She pulled away.

"Let's go back to my apartment." She smirked. I nodded.

POV: Idina

James and I stumbled home. I closed the door and pulled James's shirt. I kissed him deeply. I bit his lip.  He started kissing my neck. I pulled him into my room. I took off all of his clothes and he took off mine. He kissed my stomach and started kissing up my body. He slide a finger in. I bit my lip. He then out another and then another. I started to moan. He took his fingers out and then entered.

"Mmmhhh..."

"You enjoy this?" James smirked.

"Just fuck me." I kissed him. He thrusted. Hours passed. James pulled out. James and I were drenched in sweat.

."I love you." James said.

"Is that the sex talking?"

"No."

"I love you too." I curled up next to James. We fell asleep.

POV: James

The next morning I woke up. I was next to Idina. I didn't remember much from that night. I quickly sat up. Idina woke up.

"Good morning James. James!" She jumped out of the bed. She looked down and ran to get sweats. I went to get the ones she gave me the night before. I then remembered I didn't put protection on. They were small on me. When she saw me she started cracking up. I scratched my head.

"Idina."

"What's up?"

"I need to tell you something."

"What?"

"I didn't wear protection."

"Holy shit! You didn't wear protection!"

"I'm so sorry. With were drunk and I didn't know."

"James be quiet."

"Idina-"

"James I said be quiet."

"But I-" I started to cry. Idina sighed and pulled me into a hug.

"You don't need to love me."

"I do love you." She whispered into my ear. "And I always will."

"I-I love y-you too." I shuttered.

POV: Idina

Later James left to his place to get some clothes and come back. I decided to go to CVS and get the morning after pill. I couldn't risk getting pregnant. I have a show to do! Once I got home I took a pill and threw the package out in the trash. I didn't want James to see. I wouldn't know how he would act. He's emotions have been all over the place. I just want to see him happy again. Plus me getting pregnant at my age was unlikely.

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