Chapter 3
James POV:
Idina forced me to stay home for tonight's show. Me fighting with Idina was just a big no. Anyone who fought with Idina was going to lose.
The place was a little messy so I decided to clean up for her and make dinner. I opened the trash can and saw something strange. It was a box of pills, was Idina on drugs or something? I'm not the type to take stuff out of the trash but this was serious. I took the box out but it was the complete opposite. It was the morning after pill. I didn't know what to do.
Did she not love me? Was she lying to me the whole time? Was she using me?! I opened the fridge and open a pack of beer. 20 minutes passed the 6 pack of beer was finished. I started to look around I found a unopened bottle of vodka. It was huge. This was perfect. I chugged the entire bottle down. Then a few minutes later Idina was back home.
I went up to her and started to kiss her. All over and turned the lights off.
"Mm, James not today I'm tired and old." She chuckled.
"You're not old, I'll keep you young." I joked and kissed her on her lips.
She pushed me off.
"Have you been drinking?!"
"So? The other night we drank and did it. What do you need to be drunk so I can get you in bed and then you go buy the morning after pill and not tell me?" I said starting to get angry.
"Is this what this is about? I'm going to take shower and go to sleep!" She yelled and pushed me out of her way.
I pulled her by her wrist and forced myself to kiss her. She flipped out and slapped me across my face.
"What the fuck! If you are going to act like this I don't want you in my house or even around me get out!" She yelled. She was starting to cry. She ran to the bedroom.
I snapped backed into reality and realized what I almost did. I felt terrible. I can't believe I almost hurt the person I care and love the most.
I ran to the bedroom but she locked the door shut.
"Idina I'm so sorry! I drank a lot! I'm drunk, wasted! I'm sorry. I just lost it when I found the pill. I felt like you just used me for sex but I was wrong. I'm the worst guy on this earth. Please let me do anything to make it up." I was starting to get teary.
Idina didn't respond. A few seconds later she opened the door. Her eyes were blood shot. Surprisingly she pulled me into a tight hug. This was the tightest hug she ever hugged me.
"I'm so sorry" I cried and rubbed her back trying to comfort her.
"I'm pregnant! My period is suppose to be today! I took the pill and now my period isn't here! Yes I want a kid but I have a show and a tour. And Walker. You have Oliver. Plus I'm old! You're 10 years younger than me! What will my parents, the media- what are they going to say?!" Idina sobbed into my shoulders.
"Maybe you're just a day late. And if you're not don't worry, I'm here for you no matter what they say. I love you!" I kissed her and wiped her tears.
"Will you still love me if I did a abortion?" She looked down.
"It's your body you will need to go through with it for 9 months it would be selfish of me to make you go through that. Yea I'll be sad but I'll get through it. I just want you to be happy."
I felt her hug me more tighter. She continued to cry and cry all I could do was comfort her.
After awhile she fell asleep. Her face was stained with mascara. Her lipstick smudge a bit. I would clean her face but it would probably wake her up. So instead I carried her to the bedroom and wrapped her in her blanket. I kissed her goodnight and slept in the living room.
