On the bus ride home today, I started thinking. And as I was thinking, I realized something. I realized how much I miss you. But, not just you in general, but your touch. I miss you wrapping your arms tightly around my waist as I wrapped mine around your neck. And as I realized, a memory popped into my head.
I came to school one day, upset about something that I won't talk about. Anyway, you saw me and called me over, away from everyone else. "Are you okay?" He asked and I shook my head. His arms immediately went to my waist as he hugged me tightly. We stayed like that for a while, as he allowed me to cry into his shoulder. "Sami, I'm not letting go." He whispered softly into my ear, as I suddenly felt protected. I felt like nothing could hurt me. I remember the faintest smile appear on my face as I knew then that I loved him. He would email me when he could that day, asking if I was okay. "I am now." I said to him. It's weird, because even though we aren't together anymore, he's still there with me. He still talks with me, laughs with me, smiles with me. I know he still cares, he told me he did.
