I'm not good enough.
For you.
For anyone.
I feel completely
Alone.
I don't think of
Anyone
As lowly as I do
For myself.
Everything
Bought for me
Is wasted.
I'm not worth
Your time,
Your effort,
Your trust.
I don't deserve
The kindness
You show me.
I don't deserve
Any of this.
What I deserve
Is hatred.
I deserve betrayal,
I deserve to go
Through hell
And back.
So why does
Everyone
Still treat me
Like I deserve
Good things?
A/N
So I took a lot of online schizophrenia tests and my results were always really high...
They keep telling me I need to consult someone immediately (I won't).
I took a bunch of other tests for things like anxiety and depression and my results were all high, if not 100%.
Also HALLOWEEN IS COMING
FRICK YEAH
YOU ARE READING
Poems
PoetryI wrote poems regularly for about two years to get me through a particularly hard time on my life, and here they are. (Don't read if swearing/possible triggers are a problem for you.)
