Dreaming of you

chapter 12

I can do anything just to help dylan he has been there for me since i met him, i really hope everything is okay.

I walk to the elavator thinking of how thnings are going with dylan, and what would happen if her mother really died. He said she's so close to her mother it would be pretty hard.
I know the pain it's the worst ever i felt it once when my dad passed away, he was so understanding and he was every thing to me i became so weak afer him, the thoughts of my dad brought memories to my mind and the tears fell down my face, i miss him, i really do miss my dad so much i wish he was there when i'am in trouble, he was the only one, and the king of my whole life, my life was so much better when he was there.
Rest in peace my dad.

I havn't stop crying unless i opened my room door, my jaw literally droped when i saw adam sits in my bed. He probably is here to see amanda, because he once has been here to ask about her

"Amanda is not here" i said

"I'am not here for Amanda"

"So, what the hell are you even doin in my room?" I was about to shout

"I'am here to apologize for what i've done in the faculty party"

I didn't say a word.
He walked towards me

"I never meant it" he said with soft voice

"You better go" i frown

"I'm not gonna go anywhere unless you tell me you forgave me with you're heart" he said and closed the door of the room

My heart flutters but this time i was scrared, really scared

"Fine, i forgive you, please go" i gave up

"Why are you so scared carol, i will never hurt you"

He steps more closer to me.
And my heart flutters again when he called me carol

Amanda entered the room and it's none of her habit to be in the room at early night, and why the hell did she back and adam from the party earlier? It's pretty awkward. I wish dylan was here because i don't know what should i do, but at the same time i'am so grateful amanda is here because i don't want to be with him alone.

"What are you doing here?" Amanda asked adam

"I was apologizing from caroline for what had happened in the god damn faculty party"

The shocked is clear in her expression, because why an asshole like adam came here just to apologize to me

"Fine carol, you're not mad at me anymore ha?" He said to me

"No i'm not" i couldn't help but forgave him to leave the room

When adam has left, amanda slammed the door behind him and turned to meet my eyes

"What the heck was he doin here?" she asked in nervous and confussion at the same time

"He came to apologize" i said and rolled me eyes

"Adam? And apologize? Umm." She laughs

I didn't resprond at her because i'am still shocked from what just had happened and how complicated it was.

I did my night routine as usuall and slept, totally forgot about dylan.

When i woke up in the morning it's 6:00 am the first thing i've done i called dylan but he didn't answer, maybe he didn't hear his phone i showered and brushed my teeth.
I never been a cereal lover but i decided to take it as breakfast and it wasn't as bad as i thought

I grabed a grey hoodie and white jeans and styled my hair into ponytail, and grabed my bag and walked out of the room.
I dialed dylan's number again but he doesn't answer, i begin to worry and the thoughts kept running through my head

I walked to the class, and took my usual seat.

"Hey beautiful" some voice said behind me

When i turned around to see whom, daamn it it's adam

"Hi" i said with nervous smile

He took dylan's seat behind me but i didn't tell him to walk away as long as dylan is not here it's okay i guess.

"How is you're day going?" He said

"It's okay, how about your's?"

"Great"

"Will you hang out tonight with me?" He adds

What? No hell no i can't hang out with him, he's such an asshole and adam is danegrous by the way, i can't forget how many nights did he make me crying over the nights and how hurtfull things did he make in a little time,so what would happen if i accept to just hang out with him.

"Sorry, but i have too many works to be doing. I can't" i said

"Don't be silly, you can do them later"

"I can't..I.."

"Please?" He interrupts me

The way he begged is so soft and sweet he was begging like a lil child.

"Fine" i gave up as usual

"Great i will be there at five to pick you up"

I tried to talk to dylan again but it was useless, he doesn't answer

When i get back to my room, i only have one hour to be ready.
I can't believe how foolish am i to be hanging out with one of the biggest assholes of the college and the one who used to make fun of me and probably hurt me the most so far, but he apologized, so it's okay, isn't it?.

I showered and brushed my teeth as usual and put little purple dress,black heels and done my hair with flower crown it looks incredibly amazing but this time i didn't use my usual makeup i decided to put a different one and it worked because i looked incredibly beautiful, i know it but i don't know if he will like me or not!

When he knocked on my door i felt like my heart is going to explod, i have no idea what am i doing, i don't know. I can't understand myself since i joined this damn college.

I took a deep breathe and opened the door to find him wearing a black suit and sweet black tie and his hair is styled up and he looked incredibly amazing as usual.
His eyes met mine then went up and down my body.

"You..you look incredible"

"Thank you" i giggle

I was about to tell him you too look amazing but i decided against it.

"Let's go?" He said and grabed my hand

As we walk to the elavator his eyes met mine again and we both smiled at eachother.