Dreaming of you

chapter 13

He drove me to an expensive resturant with good taste of music the place was icredibly amazing, but i'am not comfortable because it seems like, ummm date?

We took our seats and ordered food, he actually ordered for me

"Do you like the place?" He asked

"Yeah, it's beautiful" i said and looked around the place. I really mean it

"I'am glad you like it"

"Well, i'am so sorry for what just happened from me, i was almost drunk then and i never meant what i've said" he adds

"I'am about to forget about it, it's not big deal"

"You're so beautiful carol, do you even realise that?"

"Thank you" i smile and tried to hide my face from embarrassment but he noticed and laugh at me, his laugh is so beautiful it sounds so lovely.

"So, why did you choose Applied arts faculty to join?" He asks

"It was one of my goals, i've always wanted to join it"

"Which part?" He asked

"Decor section" i said

"Great"

The food is already here and it tasted amazing.

"Do you like it?" He asked me

"Yeah, alot"

"Why don't you believe in love carol?"

"It seems unrealistic to me, every relashionship is a pain, full of arguments and it usually ends with breakup, and if you love someone you will never want to hurt him, no matter what, so, succesful relashionshipes only exists in novels"

"Wow" it's all what he said and looked back at his dish.

"How many girls have you ever dated?" I ask, i don't know why i asked him that but i just did

"Well, too many girls. Probably countless" he laugh

"But i never been in love, because it sounds rediculous, it doesn't mean i don't believe in love like you, but i don't like the idea" he adds

"May i ask you another question?" I don't want to be silly but i really need to know too much about him i'am curious for this

"Yes sure, ask whatever you want princess" he said while staring at me

i rolled my eyes for a seconds and looked at him again

"Why did you come back to apologize in that time, why didn't you do before?, and why did you invite me to hang out with you and i only met you a few days ago?"

"Well, i came to apologize because i felt guilty for hurting you're feelings and i was sort of regretful for doing this" he said

"And i asked you to hang out with me to fix what did i break" he adds

"The broke parts are never fixed adam" i whisper but i can tell he heard me but doesn't say a word

When we finshed eating he asked if i wanna leave and i nodded.
I really want to go because i begin to piss off from this place although it's nice place.

When we left the resturant he asked me to join him to some place to have a walk together, he said he wants to know me way more and he's sort of like me.

I don't give a shit about him like me or not because i know he just wants to mess up with me, and i'am not gonna let him do this.
I'am not like the other girls he used to play arround with.

"No, please drive me to my dorms, i'am too exhausted" i lied but i had to

"Are you sure? It's still 12:30 am"

Holy shit, it's too late i have to return to my room, i excused him to take me back without acting like a child is late and afraid of my mum's reacting over this.

"Yea i'am sure, maybe we can hang out later" i said

"Will you promise me?"

What? What promise,? Oh shit. This actually have to be over so soon but i have no energy to talk or have any conversation with him right now.

"Promise" :)

"Great" he said with bright smile

He spent the whole drive talking about shit like how beautiful am i.

When we reached the dorms, he climbed out of the car and followed me.

"No need to" i said

"It's okay i will take you to you're room"

I didn't say anything and waited for the elavator.

When we arrived to the the room, he take a step towrards me.

"I hope you enjoyed today" he said

"Yeah" :) it was as awkward as possible but it wasn't so bad

"I will see you tomorrow in the class" he said and hug me

The feeling of his hands wrapped around my waist is so strange i never felt like this before, it makes me sort of dizzy, i pushed him away gentely and wished him good night

"Thank you for coming carol" he said

I just smiled and walked to my room.

i was staring at the wall against my bed with my thoughts, how did this even happen! How could this be possible?. My thoughts cut off when my mobile rang, it's dylan.

"Dylan, is everything okay?" I ask with nervousness

"Yeah don't you worry, everything is fine, i'am sorry i couldn't answer you're calles i've been busy with cecilia's mum operation"

"What operation?" I ask

"I will explain everything later, i'am so sorry caroline, but i'am too tired to talk"

"And i won't be able to come to class this week, i will be here with cecilia for a while" he adds

"Don't worry about it at all, it's okay"

"Take care of you carol" he said

"You too"

We hang on the phone and i took my heels off and layed on bed staring on the cilling with my thoughts, i hate giving everything too much care because it ends with a disaster probably or exhaustion.