Chapter 20
*Niall's POV*
The kiss soon turned into Hannah taking off my t shirt. She was struggling to take it off so I helped her. I think it was her first time of undressing a man, as it took her a while to get the hang of it. After she took off my t shirt we flipped each other onto the bed. I pulled down her trackie bottoms. We were still kissing fighting for dominance.
She was fiddling with my zipper on my jeans. Hannah was unbuckling the belt, as I tried to take off her t shirt.
*Hannah's POV*
I was fiddling with Niall's belt trying to take it off. It was difficult for me trying to undress him as I hadn't done it before. All my other relationships had never lasted as long as this and the one that did, I got raped. The sex wasn't about love and passion it was about want and need.
As I was taking off Niall's jeans, I could feel how wet he was. I pulled away from the kiss and gave him a cheeky wink. He blushed when he realsied what I was winking at. Niall was layed on the bed in just his boxers whereas I still had my underwear and a t shirt on. Niall went to pull my t shirt off. As he pulled it off he saw all my scars down the side of my body and my collar bones. He had a shocked expression on his face. I ignored his worried face and started to pull his boxers down.
Niall unclipped my bra, as I yanked the soaking boxers off of his legs. I threw them across the room.
*FLASHBACK*
"Stop squirming about and stay still" He shouted. He pumped his fingers inside of me. I was screaming in pain, but he ignored my cries. He had 3 fingers inside me. He was pumping them so fast. It hurt so much. He pulled his fingers out from inside of me and rammed his length in. I screamed even loader.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I started the shiver as the memories came flooding back.
"Babe you ok?" Niall asked caringly. I nodded. I didn't want to ruin this experience.
"No babe, your not ready" He said to me whilst pulling me into a hug. I felt so stupid, I had let my past get the better of me. I let a single tear slip onto Niall's shoulder.
*Niall's POV*
I have to admit I wanted sex, but I wanted Hannah to feel ready. She wasn't. I didn't want to rush her into anything. I felt a tear fall onto my shoulder. I looked up to find Hannah looking ashamed. I gave her one of my t shirts and a pair of my white calvin klein boxers. She put them on and sat on the bed. I put on a pair of trackies and went to sit next to her.
"Heya babe"
"Hi Nialler" She whispered. I laid her down on the bed and half pulled up her t shirt so I could see her stomach. All down the side of her stomach was covered in scars. I kissed every single one of them. She had her hands around my neck as I did so. She smiled as I kissed them.
"I promise that I will never hurt you like that babe, you are my princess and I am going to treat you like one"
"Sorry for being so scared" She said to me in just louder than a whisper.
"It's fine babe, I will wait until you are ready don't worry"
A/N Hi guys hope you are all ok! Staduim tickets on tour tomorrow for the UK dates! So excited who else is? Please vote/comment/share!! Thanks for reading xoxo
