Chapter 44
*Hannah's POV*
I can't believe what happened. Everything seemed a blur. My knees were weak and my touch fragile. The boys helped me walk to the van. Nobody said a word, everyone's eyes full of tears. Niall looked heartbroken. The journey back home was a painful silence. Niall held me into his chest and I burried my fac in the crook of his neck. Liam was sat on the otherside of me rubbing circles into my knee.
As soon as we got home I ran staright upstairs and locked myself into the bathroom. I think the boys realised I needed some space for the news so left me by myslef. In the corner of the room was a single razor sat by itself. Without thinking I grabbed the razor and started to cut. Blood was pouring down my wrists. Tears falling onto my t shirt.
"Hannah!" Niall called. I could tell he was worried.
"Hannah, what are you doing, can we talk, please?" He begged through the door.
"Niall help me please" I replied back. My voice was raspy ffrom all the crying and very delicate.
"Let me in then babe" He replied softer than last time. Quickly I slid over to the door and undid the lock. Niall pulled me into his arms as we cried together. I could tell he was trying to be strong for me, but his emotions were everywhere.
As we pulled away Niall saw my cuts. His face was shocked. Niall picked me up bridal style and carried me down to the kitchen.
"LIAM!" Niall shouted. Liam quickly came running into the kitchen.
"We need your help" Niall said calmly. Niall whispered something to Niall and Liam went over to the top draw in the kitchen. He pulled out a first aid kit.
"Right Han this is going to hurt just a little" Liam said reassuringly. Alcoholic wipes were pressed against my right wrist. I dug my fingernails into Niall's chest. His face schrunched up showing he was in pain. Liam then gently wrapped a bandage around my wrist.
"All done sweetie" Li gave me a kiss on the head and left me and Niall to talk.
"You have some blood on your t shirt, you are going to have to buy a new one, sorry" I said trying to brighten the mood. Niall gave me a small smile.
"Hannah what you did was wrong" He told me sternly but softly. I nodded my head.
"You can come to me to talk whenever you want" Niall said. I gave him a soft smile and a kiss on her. All of the other boys were in the other room.
"Boys I am just off for a walk" I told them. They all nodded their heads.
The wind was blowing in my face and the raindrops dropping on my head. I could hear someone running towards me. I turned around to see the familiar brown curls.
"Hey Hannah" Harry said. I smiled at him.
"You know you can try again when you are older and feel ready" Harry commented. I thought to myself, you know what I can, me and Niall can.
A/N heya guys. Wrote this chapter in Spanish so appoligies for any grammar mistakes etc. Hope you enjoy this book as much as I enjoy writing it. Love you all so much x
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