Chapter 29
*Niall's POV*
My heart was shattering. I wanted to tell Hannah, honestly I did but I didn't have the guts to tell her. She was right with all the words she was shouting at me. I couldn't face it though; her being angry and the guilt was building in my stomach.
"Niall, I'm sorry ok, but I have told you everything, all my secrets and worries, and you don't have the decenty to tell me you are leaving" Those words hit me like a ton of bricks. She was right, Hannah had spilled her heart to me, put all of her trust in me and I had let her down, big time. I couldn't listen anymore. I stormed away upstairs. My feet were thudding all the way up the stairs. I started punching the walls. Blood started pouring out of my knuckles, but I didn't care.
Hannah came into the bedroom and I carried on punching. She approached me and my muscles loosen at her touch. I turned round to her face looking hurt. My sudden movements caused Hannah to flinch. I then realised then why she got so upset. She has been through so much heartbreak and misery. I went to touch her shoulder, but she backed away.
Once Hannah saw my knuckles she immediately escorted me downstairs. She made me stand by the sind as she washed my knuckles. It stung a little and made me flinch.
"Hannah I am so sorry, I just didn't have the guts to tell you" Instead of arguing she pulled me into a hug. I hugged back. I felt so bad for letting her down like this.
"So then when are you leaving for the tour?"
"In two weeks, but at the mean time lets focus about now and I don't know about you, but I fancy baking some brownies" I said to Hannah. After all of this I wanted to repay her someway and I figured this was a start.
*Hannah's POV*
Niall had obviously wanted to make it up to me and I let him. There was no point dwelling on the past and as well ever since I have met him, my life has changed for the better. I loved brownies and couldn't wait to start baking with Niall.
"Right Niall what are you doing, the flour is meant to go in the bowl not on the floor" I said whilst shaking my head. He carried on pouring all of the flour in and started mixing it in with the rest of the ingredients. Nope I swear Niall was not normal he was mixing with a fork.
"Niall you use a spoon!" I told him.
"But Liam would kill me if I used a spoon!"
"Liam isn't here though, it can be our little secret that you used a spoon, ok?"
"Ok" Niall said.
Finally we had managed to get all of the mixture into the baking tray and into the oven. I was washing the dishes when I felt two musclular arms wrap around my waist. Niall's hot breathe was tickling the back of my neck. He started nibbling the bottom of my ear and then worked his way down my neck, sucking on the skin.
"Niall I'm trying to wash up" I told him sternly. This just encouraged him more. Saved by the buzzer. the buzzer went off saying that the brownies were ready. I pulled them out of the oven. They looked delicious.
"What do you say, hot brownies and ice cream whilst snuggling?" Niall asked. I nodded my head furiously showing it was a great idea. I scooped the ice cream out of the tub, put the brownie in the bowl and we headed over to the sofa.
My head was resting on Niall's chest as we ate our food. You could feel his abs through his t shirt, and his heart beat. I thought to myself what a beautilful moment. I was here with the most beautiful boy in the world.