Torn Between Two (An O2L Fanfic)

Paradise

SOTC: Paradise- Coldplay

I couldn't breathe. I literally couldn't breathe. I felt my skin getting cold and I was getting discoloration in my face. I thought that maybe this was all a nightmare and that when I wake up I'd be in San Antonio hanging out with Jc still. I went into the room that Jc and I shared and quietly laid down next to him. I didn't sleep because every time I heard a noise I bolted up and felt Jc's chest to see I he was still there and every time I did this I started crying. I knew that if I just closed my eyes hard enough I'd find a place where I could call Paradise.....

When I woke up that morning I looked like a mess, my face was sweaty and my hair was all in my face. I went to he bathroom and took a shower. I was still thinking about what had happened last night. After my shower I changed into sweatpants and my "All you gotta do is swag" sweater from Freshtops. Jc and the rest of the guys woke up at around 10:30.

"Morning beautiful"

I didn't respond.

"Mandy!"

"Um yeah?"

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine just tired" I swallowed a lump in my throat and tried to hold back tears.

"Ok well were going to ihop you don't have to change."

"I'll just put my hair in a bun"

"Ok love you" Jc said as he kissed my forehead

"Love you too"

I went to the bathroom to put my hair in a bun and put on a little bit of eyeshadow and foundation on. Then I got a text that said-

"No amount of makeup is going to make your fat ugly face pretty- Jake

That was when I started to cry. Hard. I didn't know how Jake could see me.I didn't know what to do or who to tell. If I did tell anybody Jake would hurt Jc. I just couldn't let that happen.

I finally went downstairs after 10 minutes and we all got in the car to go to ihop. As we drove there Say You're Just a Friend by Austin Mahone came on the radio and we all started jamming out to it. I realized how good I was at hiding my emotions with a smile in 8th grade when all the drama started happening. I just smiled but inside I cried.

When we got to ihop a couple people recognized all of us and came to get our autographs. We talked to them for 10 minutes then sat down to order. We ate our food then went back to Kian's to pack up our stuff. I pulled all my stuff out of the cabinets and put my toiletries into my Vera Bradley Suitcase. We packed up Kian's car and drove about 5 miles down to Sam's house. We walked into Sam's house and saw his mom waiting for us to get here.

"Hi I'm Mrs. Pottorff but you can call me Allison." She said with a warm smile

"Hi I'm Mandy" Allison had big brown eyes and jet black hair that went a little past her shoulder. She was around 5'7 and was a considerably fashionable woman for a mother. Behind her was Sam's youngest brother running behind the sofa.

"Ok you guys we have rooms all upstairs and there are 4 rooms so you can divide yourselves evenly." Allison said

"Ok mom thank you go get some alone time we won't bother you" Sam said. She all gave us hugs and went to her room with Sam's brother. We got upstairs, unpacked our stuff and went to Sam's movie room upstairs. We watched Stand By Me until 10:30 p.m. We were too lazy to go to our rooms so we just slept in the movie room where there were 8 reclining chairs all lined up one by one. We all got blankets and reclined the seats back so they were almost beds. Once again I couldn't go to sleep because I was too worried about everything that had been going on. Then I got a text. It read-

"Aw little Mandy can't go to bed just try counting the number of days you have left with your friends like sheep! 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 have a nice night- xoxo Jake

I couldn't take it I just couldn't. I ran to the bathroom, got down on my knees and puked in the toilet. I was puking my guts out so hard. I shouldn't have eaten so much I'm such a damn pig. I just puked and cried and puked and cried. It was too much to handle just the stress or the drama or anything that happened. I went back to the movie room and cried on the ground. I cried silently so no one could here me.

The next day I went on a walk with Jc down to Starbucks for breakfast and some alone time. It felt so perfect. As we were walking back I suddenly felt the urge to look into Jc's eyes and give him the longest hug we ever shared.

"What was that for?" He said with his dark eyes twinkling in my face

"Nothing it's just that I don't ever want to lose you."

"What why would you say that?"

"Just don't ok?"

"I swear I will never leave you" And at that Jc carried me home the rest of the entire way and I felt perfectly safe in his arms and nobody could do me any harm like that. Not even Jake himself

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That was some random chapter I decided to write because I have no social life!!!!!!! And oh yeah SUMMER IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have alot of stuff scheduled but I'll always spend at least one day every five days to write ya'll something new. I hope you have a great summer and do all the things you wanna accomplish and eat some pineapples because they're good for you! Anyways I'll talk to you guys very very soon I hope u have a good life and drink AriZona Tea!!!! I'll put my links in the down bar below so follow me. Bye my Kittie Cats!!!!!!!!

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