Torn Between Two (An O2L Fanfic)

Sweater Weather

The Neighbourhood- Sweater Weather "She knows what I'm thinking bout, one love, two mouths, one love, one house, no shirt, no blouse just us you find out, nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you bout, no. Cause it's too cold, for you here, so let me hold both your hands in the holes of my sweater." (Lol sorry it was really long I am obsessed with this song at the moment)

Mandy's P.O.V.

Wow he wants to know what happened with me and Jake. I don't know if I should tell him or not because I haven't even told anybody except, well it doesn't matter right now. We have been friends for the longest time though so maybe. It's not like he's gonna tell anyone, or as if anyone really cares.

"Never mind" Kian said interrupting my train of thought.

"No I can, I can tell you" I said, motioning him to sit next to me.

"I mean it's not really much to tell. One day I came back late with Jc and I guess he thought that we were together so we got into a really big fight and he slapped me. I didn't think much of it at the time, but then it started to get more frequent. I'd come to school with bruises on my face and everyone would ask what happened and I'd just make up some random excuse"

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Kian said sounding hurt

"I was embarrassed!" I have yelled and croaked at the same time.

"Why are you embarrassed about it, it's not your fault!" He yelled back

"Because it made my sound weak! I didn't know if I should've told anybody, because everyone would be mad at me, he said that if I told anyone he would hurt you guys. I couldn't risk losing you guys." I started crying

"Shh Mandy it's ok, I'm here now, you're ok" Kian said in a quiet voice.

"I couldn't Kian, I just couldn't" I cried harder. "I'm not even sure what led me to him, I just thought that he really loved me, he would tell me things I wanted to hear."

"It doesn't matter if that happened, what matters is that I'm here now and that I-I love you"

He what? I'm sorry I don't think I heard right, I must be going deaf because I heard an I love you somewhere in that sentence.

"I love you too" I said back to him. I knew I really did love him, and that I just wasn't saying that.

Then he kissed me. It wasn't a peck on the lips kiss, I could feel all the emotions that I had felt in that kiss. I know that probably sounded lame, but there's no other way to describe it than that.

After we were done, Kian bit his lip and smiled. I smiled back faintly.

"Why?" I asked him

"Why what?" He said looking confused

"Why do you love me? I'm not pretty, or smart, or funny, or- or skinny. I'm not Andrea, but you still love me, I'm nowhere near as gorgeous as the girls you've dated, but you still love me. I just want to know why?"

"Mandy, don't say that. I think you're gorgeous, intelligent, hilarious, and you're not fat or skinny. You're perfect. And I'm not with Andrea anymore she cheated on me." Kian said, holding back tears. "You're mine now, and I love you"

Kian's P.O.V.

I sat on the bed with Mandy, and she was cuddled up in my chest. She was starting to drift asleep and every time she got really tired he would always twitch uncontrollably. It was so cute. Every once in a while she would wince in pain from her stomach but other than that she was fine.

I got up to go get her another blanket from the side and I heard her whisper "Kiki don't leave, please" I smiled and replied back "Trust me I'm not going anywhere but here with you"

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Hey Guys! This chapter took a ton of time (and music inspiration) to write so I hope you guys liked it. I tried to make it as long as I could without it being too boring. Sorry for no updates in the last like month, I've been really busy with school *sigh* Anyways thanks for over 600 and I will update for you as soon as I get the chance! Oh yeah my birthday was a couple days ago so ;) Bye My Kitties

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