Walking around in a empty meadow of rich-bright green grass the light winds brush against my skin, seeing the leafs being tugged off their branches on the trees. My eyes searching around for Darcy and everyone else, I hadn't seen anyone till I heard my baby girls sweet innocent voice. "Daddy!" Her short plump little legs carry her to me.
Crouching down to her height I open my arms widely to embrace her into a hug, after all this time she is the only thing thats keeping me alive and well.
She giggled, wiggling in my arms. "Papa who's that?" She asked.
"Who sweetie?" I asked confused standing up, looking at her bright big green eyes.
"Her." Her eyes fixed on something behind us, I then turned around to see what she was talking about. Then I saw her, Elizabeth.
My heart stopped, the wind was completely knocked out of me, tears welling up in my eyes all keeping me from saying anything. "Liz?" I choked out. "Is that really you?" A tear slipped down my cheek, she looks just as beautiful as I remember her.
She shook her head, tears staining her beautiful cheeks.
Placing Darcy on the ground I turn to her, with Darcy not too far behind, reaching her I hug her spinning her around. I missed this, having her in my arms..
"Harry I miss you so much." She sobbed.
"Shhh," looking at her I brush away the strands of hair that stuck to her face. "I missed you too baby."
It broke my heart each time I saw her cry. And to think I caused her to cry at time's kills me because I know she's dead and I didn't have enough time to apologize to her for all that I did wrong.
"What's wrong?" She sniffed holding my face. "Aren't you happy to see me?"
"I am," I instantly answered. "Its just. Im sorry." I couldn't help but break down. "I fucked up. I hurt you so many times, I wasn't there when Darcy came and, now I'm all alone constantly regretting everything I did wrong."
"Stop it please, you did so much for me. You gave me Darcy and a incredible time with you and everyone else." She protested wiping away my tears.
"Liz, I cant bare the thought of you being dead."
"I know sweetie, i'll be there by your side. Don't worry." She smiles at me, the sun illuminating around her body.
"Mommy!" Darcy complained tugging on her leg.
"Munchkin!" Liz eyes light up like the sun seeing Darcy again. Picking her up liz held her close as soft cries came from our daughter making her cry. "Im so sorry munchkin."
"Mommy don't leave me." Darcy held onto her. "You didn't wake up mommy." Her bottom lip pouted out, Darcy's eyes glossy from her tears. "We miss you."
"I'm sorry Darcy." Liz whispered into her ear crying. "But its ok Darcy, mommy's here now."
"Together." Is all I could say with a weak smile, her hand intertwining with mine as she puts Darcy down and crouches to her height.
"Ok munchkin give mama a kiss," liz sniffs giving Darcy a smile. Darcy obeying she plants a kiss on Liz's cheek. "Remember that I will always love you." Darcy nodded her head saying it back. "Now count to three." As Darcy counted to three she disappeared into her own dream.
"She keeps asking me everyday if your going to wake up."
"Harry I got that all worked out, ill be in her dreams." She answered. "Im worried about you."
"I'm fine." I walk up to her laying my lips on her's.
"I want to believe you Harry, I do." She sighs. "Please stay strong for her. Please."
I stayed silent.
"Soon we'll be together, I want Darcy to grow up normally and live a life I didn't have." She explained.
"I'll stay strong for her."
"Thank you." Smiling she kissed me once last time before slowly vanishing away leaving cold again.
If the only way to be with her is in my dreams then I'd want to sleep forever.
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- Years Later -
Dear mum,
As you may know today is my 13th birthday, I really hope your proud of me and all the things me and dad went threw with out you. But I have to admit we did have are lows, especially dad. As Alice always tell me and dad "we'll take it one day at a time".
You know the feeling when something's gone but you can't admit to your self that no matter what you do you can't bring them back no matter what? Well mum I can't admit to my self that your gone, not having a mum is really tough. Although dad has been telling me stories lately about you two to cheer me up, how Alice had the bad tanning, how you guys met. And last but not least the Cruise to Hawaii. He also told me how you dyed his hair purple, Nice one! haha well I have to be going there cutting the Cake without me.. Again! I'll always be thinking of you and praying for you.
One last thing can you do me one favor?
Don't for get about us..
Love you forever and always..
~ Darcy s.
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A/N:
Thank you to all that supported me durning this book! Its been a long time and now its at its end, it was a great pleasure writing and editing this book. Experiencing many things and etc. you guys don't know how happy I was and how fun it was to share this book with so many people :) thank you!
Hope you picked up a couple of things from this book, never give up! You never know when you might struck gold, no matter how bad life gets please don't give up.
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