( Elizabeth POV )
"Josh?" I grab my suit case off the floor and backing away.
Not him again.
continuing to move back I bumped into someone else.
"Woa-." I fell into some pair of strong arms preventing me from falling.
"Are you okay?-..Liz?" I push my hair away from my face and look up at the mystery guy. No please no.
Help?
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"Harry?" I ask as he pulls me back to my feet.
"What are you doing here?" They both ask while looking at me. I look at Harry then at Josh. Why?
"I-I..just-..I don't know okay!" I start to freak out. I'm to overwhelmed to try to talk to them, so I back away from them Then turning around and slightly running to the check in part of the ship with my bag.
"Wait, Liz!" they both call out for me, but I keep my head forward and try to block out their voices. Walking to the elevator all the memories of Josh come back, of him using me and purposely cheating on me. And the memories of Harry from college, of him using me all start to fill my brain. My eyes start to water, then I feel the water slide down my face. But the thing they share in common is they both made me feel useless and worthless. More tears fall from the memories playing threw my head. I had gotten closer to the elevator when I had bump shoulders with someone.
"I'm sorry." I wipe the tears away, keeping my head looking down. Hoping the person doesn't see I'm crying. Ugh! I hate feeling useless.
"It's okay...liz is that you?" I hear someone ask trying to look at my face. How many people I'm I going to bump into?! Harry and Josh is enough. I look up and see two familiar faces.
"Liam? Niall?" I ask blinking away the tears from making my vision blurry.
"Are you okay?" Niall asks concerned walking up to me, kneeling down to my height level I nod, but before I can reply I jump onto Niall crying into his neck as he catches me. Letting go of my suitcase.
"What's wrong?" Liam asks patting my back as Niall stands up, Holding me up with him.
"Everything." I answer wrapping my arms around Niall's neck still crying uncontrollably.
"Let's get you to your room." Niall says wrapping An arm around me and the other with my suitcase. I nod still crying.
"Wait wheres Alice? Did you come alone?" Liam asks stopping Niall from entering the elevator. By Liam saying her name reminded me how I have no one. Just helpless.
"No, Alice came with me. But she's mad at me and disappeared on the sky deck." I say trying not to cry looking at him.
"Well I'll go look for her and try to convince her to talk to you." Liam puts on a smile. I try to pull a smile on my lips but fail to, I just nod my head in agreement and buried my face in Niall's neck. Continuing to cry, my life is so messed up.
"Sshh.. hey it's okay." Niall soothed as the elevator closes and it moves up a couple of levels. That's the thing it's not okay, instead of telling him I kept crying. The elevator door opened and Niall continued to carry me out to the hallway.
"Which room?" he asks calmly As I detach my self from his body onto the floor.
"501." I look up at him, he try's to put a smile on my face by smiling. I smile back cleaning my face from the tears as we walk down to my room. As soon as we arrive in front of my door I open it and walk inside, leaving the door open so Niall can walk in. "Thank you for bringing my stuff." I thank him putting on a weak smile sitting at the bottom of my bed.
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Love? Or War?
Fiksyen Peminat[ First fan fic I wrote! Under major construction ⚠️!! ]
