Learn to love again

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( Elizabeth POV )

"Elizabeth," he paused, hearing him gulp I knew he was nervous but I was still lost in my state of mind. "I'm sorry." He finished. Honestly it took me by surprise.

"Wait, why did you call me Elizabeth." I had whispered gently, maybe not being completely audible.

"I'm so very sorry." Harry repeated confidently.

"Wait, why did you call me Elizabeth." Speaking up I turn from the bed to face him, no longer stuck.

"Cause apparently to you anything I say has no meaning, so I want you to know I really mean what I'm gonna say."

"What are you going to s-"

In all honestly my stomach did thousands of loops and turns, my heart raced making my breathing pick up but I tried not making it noticeable. "Elizabeth I never meant to intentionally hurt you." He started off bluntly. "I loved you. I guess I forgot all about-"

"You guess you forgot?" My voice grew louder, tears attacking my eyes. "Obviously!" I sarcastically chuckled, sniffing back my runny nose. "All these years and you still don't seem to understand." I got up walking in front of him, no longer on the bed. "After all I've been through you seem to screw me up even more.. I loved you too. To the point where I believed you wouldn't hurt me. I don't understand what is so amusing of a bet to sleep with me." Trying to explain my pain I noticed I couldn't fully be thorough with it. The pain was stabbing away in my brain making me frantic. Harry noticed and got up placing his hands on my cheeks. "So don't say your sorry."

"Can you please just listen to me."

"I can't harry." By now I'm in full on tears. "Josh, he was stalking me and when he found out I was on this cruise he cornered me here and I-..I don't know what to do anymore. I need a break." I sob, spilling my every little thought to him. I'll regret this later I bet.

His green orbs locked with mine for a good three minutes before I gave into the weakness that was eating away at my body. Closing my eyes I still feel little tears stream down my face, burning their paths consistently. "Let's take a break then." Harry finally spoke.

I open my eyes to look at him, before I could say anything his lips touched mine. Our position still remaining the same. Confused at thought I payed no attention to it. Our lips in sync we let our lips mold together melting away like ice in the sun. The heat in the air and the ice in every tingling touch. As the moment goes by I ended up laying him on his back, his hands guiding my thighs to each of his sides-gently rubbing them.

His hands slither their way up to my zipper but I cut him off. "I-I have t-to go." I pull away, my breath pacing.

"Wait if it's ca-"

"It's not." I reassured, climbing off him. " I just need.. some time."

"Let's talk about this." He sat up trying to compromise.

Not saying thing else I walk to the door, quickly closing it behind me before speed walking to Alice's room. I reach for the handle and saw it was slightly opened. Peeking through there I saw Liam and Alice, both sat on the bed eating snacks and talking. Both smiling and laughing, I couldn't ruin this. Just cause my night sucks ass I should ruin Alice's night. So I made my way to my second pair of ears.

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