My life

Bad girl

I don't know if i wrote this or not but...i stalked this boy on kik. Cause i liked him at the time.

I was reminding you guys of that cause recently, i talked to him while HE WAS MASTERBATING!!!!!!!!!!!

FREAKING MASTERBATING!!!

First off, it came to that point cause I was being a slut and when he mentioned being friends with benefits...i might have made him believe that i was being serious.

And then he started talking about sex and i was all like, hold the freaking phone. I am only 14. Who the hell do you think you're talking to?!?

And then we kept talking. I don't know why.

Anyways, there was a lot of sexual jokes and stuff and then i asked if he was masterbating and he said yes.

Then i died.

After that, we kept talking about the friends with benefits thing and i was all like "i dont want you to fuck me yet". And then we laughed.

Then shortly he had to go. Which i thought was cause he came but i said "ok bye. Cum for me" anyways.

Smh. I am such a little slut.

And 14

What am going to be like when I'm older?!?!?

Anyways. I don't like him anymore.

But all my friends think i do.

Cause one of my friends sent a bad picture of herself to me. And i thought it was funny.

And so I sent it to him cause i remembered about it when she came up in our conversation. But then he sent it to people.

Which i didn't think he'd do cause of trust. Ecept not really because i never mentied the fact that he couldn't tell anyone.

But anyways. It happened. And his friend is someone that my friend doesn't like. That was bad.

It got worse when she found out. So now I'm a bitch. Like always.

And i feel so bad.

And she started crying in class cause people kept talking about it and making fun of it. And i felt worse but also like wondering y she thought it was worth crying over.

But whatever.

Some people care deeply about that. And all i care about are books, food, and sleep.

She was mad but then she wasn't. And that was good.

And i was happy. But still feeling deeply ashamed. Cause of how bad of a friend i am.

But she said we're not friends anymore and i thought it was a bad idea to let all of this *gestures towards titties* (lol what titties?) go but it was her decision so...

But i still consider her my friend. So...

Anyways. My other friends think i sent her picture to my crush (who i don't like anymore btw) because i wanted his attention.

But that's wrong

I honestly don't care that much about him.

I just didn't think he would send it to anyone. I don't think sometimes.

Anyways. Now you know that I'm not perfect. And you're probably shocked or angry or sad or still loving me. Just cause I'm so lovable.

Those emojis tho.

Imma stop being a thot now.

Just because i can, i would like to say that i now like Justin Bieber (what do you mean), Pitbull(empire) and Eminem (cause of my ex crush/new best friend).

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Ps. I talk to ex crush/Bff who I'm going to call Chase now, cause y not, more than i thought we would and we always make sexual jokes. Mostly me tho. Like, 2 days ago i told him i was the master of seduction and asked if he noticed that button i had opened that day to seduce this other boy so he'd work with me on a project (jokingly of coarse ), and he said "no. But i wish i did" and i fangirled a little. Then I realized that i don't like him anymore. Lol.

Pps or pss i dunno: i have all A's. Yay me.