The Other Kardashian

Chapter 26: A Lot On My Plate

KELLY'S P.O.V

I haven't cried much about the break up, overall. But today, today I cracked. I sobbed about Lamar, about Justin and about the way everything ends up turning out for me. Luckily, I just told my family I was crying about Lamar instead of Justin, so I didn't seem too weird. I thought it was all just a rumor but he said he really likes her. But maybe this is what I need. I can move on, find somebody new. Somebody better. I continued to tell myself that I will find somebody better but truthfully I don't believe it. I definitely did not want to do the tour now.

After about 3 days of waiting around the hospital the doctors were prepared to take him off life support. Khloe begged for another few hours, she wanted to believe there was still hope but she knew that in all reality, Lamar was gone.

But, Khloe was right to fight for him. During the middle of the night he showed some kind of activity in his brain. Even after suffering through multiple strokes, there was a little activity. The doctors used this as hope to continue putting him on life support. The following day he was unresponsive and they lost hope. They took him off Dialysis and had us prepare for his death. But then, on Friday of this crazy week a magical thing happen. He woke up.

I was sitting with Khloe, and we sat in silence just staring at Lamar and his monitors and tubes. And all at once he twitched and his eyes flickered open.

"Lamar?" Khloe asked shocked.

"mm." he mumbled and I ran out to grab a nurse.

"Lamar, I love you. I love you so much." Khloe said.

"I love you too." He managed to say.

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Lamar was recovering well and after the Doctor evaluated him, it was considered a miracle. He couldn't leave the hospital but we left and hoped him the best for his recovery. When I arrived home I was tired and stressed out about this whole Hailey Justin thing. I took a nap and then went to the studio and tried to make a song out of what I was feeling but I just didn't have any motivation.

As time went on, I got a call for the meeting I was dreading. The meeting where I was going to have to make a decision. I made my way to the conference room and thought of as many excuses of why I couldn't do the tour. I didn't want Justin to think I was upset about him and Hailey. I walked in and didn't dare to make eye contact with Justin. I took a seat as far away from Justin as I could manage and we jumped right to the point.

"Do you have a decision?" My manager asked.

"Yes. I have decided that I will not be participating in this tour. Best of luck to you Justin." I quickly looked at him and then looked away. My manger had a disappointed look on his face.

"Why not?" He asked.

"I just got off tour. Its just too much. And im working on another album." I said hoping that it would win them over.

"You wont be doing as much performing. Don't worry it wont be too much to take on." Scooter said.

"Listen, I wasn't all that enthused about last tour and Justin being apart of it but I dealt with it. Now, I don't want to again and I'm not going to. Thanks for the offer but I'm going to have to turn it down." I said as politely as I could.

"These are your fans we are talking about." My manager mentioned.

I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. "Im sure they wont be too upset."

"Yes they will be. This is the number one request. People are demanding a second tour." Scooter said.

"I don't feel comfortable performing with Justin." I said to my manager.