The Other Kardashian

Chapter 23: Welcome Home!

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

I drove. I didn't know where I was going I just zoomed down this highway leading to nowhere lost in my own thoughts. I hated myself, I messed up this whole thing. I love Kendall but at the same time I don't. I love Kelly but I almost don't consider it love, its way more powerful than any kind of love I've ever felt for somebody. My chest aches whenever I think of the kind of pain I'm bringing her and seeing her blow up in rage made me feel worse. So, now I'm driving. I need to get the hell away from here. This was all a mistake. I didn't mean to have sex with that girl and I didn't want to pressure Kelly and then make her worry and have her break up with me. And I most definitely would rather be kissing Kelly, not Kendall. I feel horrible but it comes down to me using Kendall to get closer to Kelly.

I need Kelly. I love Kelly. It's all about Kelly.

But maybe its time for me and Kelly to go our separate ways and Kendall will help me get over Kelly. So I drove and drove and after dwelling on Kelly and looking out at the beautiful LA city I went over to Kendall's and I had sex with her. Hoping that would keep my mind off of Kelly, it didn't. I was imagining Kelly was the one on top of me and sucking on my neck.

Kelly. Kelly. Kelly. Kelly.

That was all that was on my mind and the fact that I couldn't even see her made it worse because if she were in the same country as I, I wouldn't leave her alone. But, she's gone. She probably hates me so much. She's probably over there flirting with all these better guys who are lucky enough to stare into her sparkling eyes. I didn't get a break from thinking about her. So, now, my life consisted of daydreaming about Kelly while snuggling with Kendall pretending to be in love. A part of me thought that over time I would develop feelings for her but my feelings for Kelly have only become stronger, not Kendall.

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KELLY'S P.O.V

I got over it. I got my shit together and had fun while on tour. I met fans, sang my heart out and danced to sold our arenas and I was having the time of my life. I was surrounded by positive uplifting people and I was in a great place. I hadn't talked to my family in 3 months and I have been ignoring every text from Justin and or Kendall so everything has been great.

"You have to go back." My manager  said simply to me through the phone.

"What?" I asked.

"The AMA'S are this weekend. You have to fly back tomorrow and come back on Monday." She said.

"Okay." I said.

Reality check. Time to go back to my old life where im going to be attacked my angry family members and ex boyfriends. I packed up my things for a weekend and boarded sadly onto my Jet. Anna flew with me home and I didn't tell anybody I was coming back. But, they all figured I was going to be at the event considering I go to all of them. This time, I got invited to perform and nominated for a couple of awards.

I landed in LA and went home, tired. The next day I had to choose and outfit to wear for both the performance and red carpet. I had to get ready and leave for rehearsals and then red carpet. I woke up bright and early mainly because of jet lag but also because I knew I had a lot to do.

I chose from a variety of dresses and decided on a long white dress as my red carpet dress. It was sleeveless and came up to my neck and had beads along the neckline. The top half had white flowers all over it and then at the waist line was gold beads. Under the sheer covering was the same pattern as the top half but only came halfway down my thigh and then the sheer sheet came all the way down following behind me. I wore gold bracelets and had my hair in a pretty bun and Anna did my make up all fancy. My lips were a bright red and I felt confident in the dress. I felt, pretty. My performance dress was a cream colored dress with flowers in the print and a black jacket that came down to my waist and fit me well. The dress had a black lining on the inside that popped out a little at the hem at the bottom. I slipped on black heels and decided to sing one of my most popular songs.