Frankie's POV
I honestly don't know how long we stayed like that, Luna wrapped in my arms, her tears silently making their trek down her soft and swollen cheek, my racking sobs as I burry my face in the crook of her neck, holding her as close as I possibly can without hurting.
Luna tried to escape my hold after a while, but I refused to release her, I wouldn't let her go, I felt like if I let her go, that she would disappear, evaporate into nothing more than a memory of the perfect dream.
After what seemed like forever, Luna cleared her throat and used all her strength to push me off.
I finally let her go, she placed her hand on mine.
"I'm sorry....." She said in a hoarse whisper.
I nodded, though I didn't know for sure what she was apologizing for.
She stood up and began to walk to the door, I caught her wrist and held her back. She turned and met my pleading eyes.
I could tell that she was having an argument with her wolf, she always gets that hazy cloud over her eyes and that adorable scrunched up nose.
She snaps out of it and looks at me with sorrowful eyes."Please let go of me." She whispered.
I knew what she was talking about, she wasn't talking about how I was holding her wrist, oh no, she was referring to letting her go..... Letting my love leave me forever.
"No...... I-I just can't do that...." I say softly, on the verge of tears again.
She yanks her hand back and gives me a sympathetic smile before leaving the room.
I sat there, on the bed for what seemed like, and probably was, four hours.
Zander whimpering in the back of all my thoughts, his cries of pain and agony were breaking my heart, and as much as I wanted to hate the person who caused both him and me so much hurt, I couldn't.
I could never hate Luna, as much as she frustrated me and made be want to pull out my luxurious dirty blonde hair!
But she also made me so happy that cocain and all that stuff seem like artificial sugar.
She made me so hard! All the time!
It's the simple things she does, pull her bottom lip up in irritation, sway her tiny little hips without even knowing it, scrunch her nose in confusion and anger, the way every time I commented on her beauty her cheeks would light up red like a Christmas tree!God.... If she ever left me..... I would die! I would never look at myself as worthy of anyone or anything!
Hell! I wouldn't be worthy enough to be alpha if my precious little moon rose left me!
I would die alone and cold!Stop thinking like that! You're making me sad! Zander whined.
Sorry.... I tried to offer, but he just ignored it and went back to whimpering.
God..... If I would do all that, I can't imagine what Zander would do.
I mean.... He loves Luna and Anastasia just as much as I do!
Would he get so sad that he'd go all suicidal on me?!No! I'm not going to let it get that far!
I stood up and stormed out of the room.
I HAVE to find Luna.
I have to talk to her, to tell her what would happen if she ever left me.To tell her how I feel about her and make her believe it!
I ran through the long hallways, the few pack members I saw stayed to the sides, to keep out of my path.
I was thankful.
I searched the house, every room, every hallway, every corner.
But for the life f me I couldn't find my precious Luna.
I could barely smell her scent too!
Had she left my territory?!
Was that why I could track her?Zander whined. Nuuuuuu! She couldn't have left us!
I could tell that Zander was holding back tears, trying to stay strong.Don't worry, Zan.... We'll find her! I promise you that much. I said before running out of the pack house, sprinting to the woods that occupies most of my land.
Her scent was fading, but from what I could still smell, she had ran in zig zags.
Clever girl.
When she runs in zig zags, her scent gets scattered, making it harder for me or anyone to find her.
I ran for a few miles until I reached the end of my territory.
She's gone.... Zander whined.
It took ever ounce of self control I had not to run out into the unclaimed territory.
But I knew better.
Luna could make it out there by herself, she knew how, but I wouldn't last a day, I'm too used to the pack life, I'd go crazy without my mate and my pack!I ran a frustrated hand through my hair, opening the mind link to Levi, my beta, I told him to meet me at my office.
Zander was crying now, something he never did.
I let out a small huff as I sprinted back to my office, the sooner I talk to Levi, the sooner I can find my mate!((Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a while.... A long while, but I'm posting now. I'm hoping that I can get into a schedule.... Maybe.... Probably not. Anyways I was hoping that I could post one chapter ever one to two weeks. Maybe less depending how much free time I have. So, yeh.... That's pretty much it, except for one more thing. I know that this story has been kinda moving fast, but trust me, it won't be over anytime soon. I'm just trying to get to the good parts, so bare with me. Thank you all for reading this, you have no idea how much this means to me. So thank you! ❤️ anyways! Remember to comment, vote, and if you guys have books that you like or even books that you wrote/are writing, you guys can go ahead and put them in the comments or even send them to me in private messages! I'm always open to a good book! Have a magical day!!! Bai!))
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The Love Of An Alpha (Old version)
WerewolfLuna is a rogue wolf with a troubled past. She was exiled from her pack for a crime she was forced to commit. Luna has closed her heart to love, an unwanted emotion. She now roams around, stealing to stay alive. But what happens when the expert thie...