The Love Of An Alpha (Old version)

Seeing Is Believing

Luna's P. O. V

The girls were busy talking about each other's dresses, each trying to 'one-up' the last person's compliment.
I watched, amused at their childish game, gosh, where's the popcorn when you really need it?

"This is just too funny." I whisper to myself, covering my mouth with my hand, my attempt at hiding my laugh, though it didn't seem to be working all too well for me.

Before Ivy and Bree could finish their little competition, we were interrupted.
I didn't realize that anyone was behind us until a familiar scent hit my nose, but I couldn't quite place it.
I brushed it off as nothing and tried to focus on anything else.

I was shocked when a sudden, strong tingling feeling shot through my shoulder, it kind of felt like a jolt of electricity touched me.
I slightly jumped back, turning to see what the heck was happening, and that's when our eyes meet.
A small part of me started panicking, but another part of me was overjoyed to finally see him again!
Our mate! Our mate!!!! He's here! He found us!!!! Yay! I hear Anastasia cheer in the back of my mind, while the rest of me was still in shock.
This can't be happening. This can't possibly be real.... I MUST be dreaming! I thought to myself, worried.
What do you mean?! Of course it's real! Don't you want it to be real? Anastasia asked, growling.

I-I don't know.... I don't know if I want it to be real... How can it be real? I ask, confused beyond belief.
I'm pulled back to reality when I feel a pair of warm arms wrap around me, at first I thought it was someone trying to hurt me, but once I looked up, I saw the face that I was least expecting to see... Lexi... The same Lexi that disowned me as her sister and hates my guts!
Why the hell is she touching me?! I scream to Anastasia, but she was silent with shock.
I hold back the urge to pull away from her, because in all honesty.... It kinda, sorta, maybe, felt a little, tiny, itty bitty bit good be hugged, and that thought scared me.

I mean, I'm a strong, independent, free-spirited rogue, it was bad enough that I made friends, but now I'm actually enjoying the feeling of someone's affection?!?! What is wrong with me?

After what seemed like forever, she finally pulled away, sniffling and wiping the tears from her eyes.
I hadn't said a word so far, just stared at her, stunned by her actions.
"Lu Lu.... I-I'm.... S-Sorry.... For e-everything..." She stuttered  through her silent tears.
After she said that I was snapped out of my daze. "S-Sorry?" I ask, eerily calm. "So now you're sorry? Alexis, I don't believe that's how it works. You don't just get to hurt someone and then apologize. Saying sorry doesn't make it better, nothing you say or do will ever make it better between us." I ranted, enraged at her.
She can't possibly do this to me! Apologize?!?!?! What the hell is wrong with her?!
She couldn't have possibly believed that I would actually except her apology, right?!

I mean, she hates me! She hurt me and disowned me! And now, years later she thinks she can just apologize and everything will be rainbows and unicorns again?!

No! That's definitely NOT going to happen!
I glared at her, seeing her mouth slightly hanging open, the pain in her eyes, and the slight shake in her hands as her tears coated her cheeks.
"L-Lu Lu... I-I know what I did was wrong... Very wrong.... I know that I-I hurt you.... But p-pleas-se... I just want a chance to redeem myself... I don't know... Maybe someday we can even be close... Like we used to be..." She stuttered as she choked back her sobs.
I give her a humorless chuckle as I look her right in the eyes. "Never." I grit out. "I will never forgive you. You will never redeem yourself. And we will NEVER close ever again! I. Hate. You. And there is nothing in this world or the next, that will change that fact." I spat out as I glare daggers at her, wishing that they would leave physical wounds, but currently being satisfied with knowing that they are leaving emotional wounds.
I growl when I feel a hand touch my shoulder, quickly turning around I come face to face with him.
He stares me in the eyes, while his held so much emotion; relief, pain, longing, anger, regret, but most of all, love.
I could tell that he was shocked to see me, probably asking himself "why is she here" or something like that.
I looked away, trying to send a S. O. S to Morgan, but she was too busy trying to comfort Lexi, as was Ivy and Levi, which kind of irritated me that they would do that, since it was me who upset her, and it's not like it was an accident either, I had full intent to hurt her.