its too gray
its too dark
its too cold
its too sad
its too deep
this is my silence
it doesn't end
it doesn't waver
i can't surface
i can't reach what i had
i can't touch happy
this is my pain
its too quiet
i feel loneliness hit me like bricks
i can't breathe
i can't hide
i can't pretend
i can't break trough
this is my reality
because of you
this is my life
