makeup 
                              clothes 
                              boys
                              hair 
                              nails. 
                               
                              Empty things, empty things. 
                              I always bury myself in empty things. 
                               
                              I like to hide behind my appearance 
                              Behind my clothes 
                              Behind my sex and society's requirements for it .
                               
                              Me is just me in the end. 
                              Me is not my actions or my status 
                              Words or opinions 
                              Me at it's core is a heart. 
                               
                              One with no rules or judgement 
                              One with no requirements 
                              One with no reputation. 
                               
                              Just a bundle of emotions. 
                              Me is just anger, despair, pain, joy, happiness, confusion, love. 
                               
                              Someday, I want someone to know me as just that. 
                               
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  