I see his second interview he must have lost fifteen pounds he has a tremor in his hands his face looks beaten up. I am shocked he was fine a few days ago what are they doing to him. I am scared. I start crying. Whatever snow is doing to him it's hurting him and me I'm afraid that snow will kill him. I have nightmares every night where gale would be killed by snow and I would be alone. He is holding a red rose he wanted to give it to me before the arena blew up he says he wanted to run off with me earlier in the day but we didn't he says they seperated us we shouldn't have been seperated. I go into my compartment and cry I am scared and shocked at what snow is doing to him.
