Frerard Oneshots

drums of the city rain

Not frerard

"'Mikey!" I screamed out, busting open the door of his house.

"I swear to fucking god Mikey!" I continued to scream, my voice completely wrecked and raw.

When I was sixteen Mikey was diagnosed with depression.

Mikey was 12.

He never seemed depressed. He always played on the yard with big smile on his face.

He was always with his best friend Pete, who was now his boyfriend.

Pete was the distraction to get his mind cleared. Pete was all Mikey lived for.

Pete was is Japan.

Mikey was home alone.

And I got a call.

"Fuck Gerard!" Frank screamed through the phone.

"What, baby what's going on?"

"We think Mikey's killed himself." He sobbed out.

I had immediately hung up and drove to Mikey's house.

It was a small house, enough for him and Pete.

But much too large for Mikey's brain.

Every corner there was a monster.

Every creak was a murderer.

Every timed he blinked he saw death.

But when Pete was there, the corners were just corners.

The creaks were his boyfriend coming to bring him hot coffee.

And every time he blinked he saw love.

But Pete was in Japan.

And Mikey's in L.A, home alone.

As the door busted open, I saw blood.

It stained the carpets.

It stained the couch.

It stained the knife that was on the floor.

It stained my brothers skin.

I began to scream, the only thing I could do.

I couldn't breathe.

Because Pete was in Japan.

And my brother, was not home alone anymore.

The police came.

The blue and red lights hit the house.

Ray called Pete.

Pete hung up after he was told the news.

I cried into Frank.

Frank held me.

This was the day I was diagnosed with depression.

Because Pete was in Japan.

And Mikey was in Heaven.

And now.

Petes body is in an ocean.

And Mikey's is six feet under.

Because Petes plane didn't make it.

And Mikey was home alone.

But now.

Mikey's not alone.

Because he's got Pete.

And they're in heaven.

And I'm in Jersey.

At Mikey's grave.

And Frank's here too.

Everyone is here.

Because we're sad that Mikey's left us.

But we're glad Mikey isn't home alone.

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I'm sorry that this is so sad!! I wrote this late last night when I was upset so this came out of it.

I'm at school rn woopsies.

Have a good day!!

-xoShan